Oof had a bit of a down / hormonal weekend. Think the sickness returning has knocked me back a bit but also for some reason, Zoella’s announcement that she’s pregnant has cause me some aggro.
Firstly she’s able to know at 12 weeks that she’s having a girl. Now for this I can admit it’s pure jealousy. We’re finding out what we’re having on 23rd March and I’m just desperate to know at this point so I just got stroppy about that lol
Then in her thread everyone was saying how she’s had good timing cause her baby is due in September cause babies born in September do better in school. All I’ve ever heard when I tell people my baby is due august 30th is ‘oh you best hope baby is late, august babies don’t do well in school!’ And all this tit. It’s not like I can control when baby decides to arrive!
Also in her new video, Zoe is annoyingly sucking a sweet the whole time and food noises wind me up.Someone said it was for sickness, I said she could’ve managed without for the time she was filming that clip. And someone said you mustn’t know what it’s like to be pregnant and sick then!! Oooh the cheek. If only she knew.
so yeah I needed that rant. Basically I’m just a moany witch but everything’s got to me this weekend!
Oh
@Kitt, im so glad i wasnt the only one feeling like this.
Im 11+2 and desperate for my dating scan and to hopefully have the tests saying my baby is good and healthy. Im also due in sept and wont be paying for these early fancy tests that give you all of the photos (grrr zoe) and the gender early. I found her annoucement upsetting too
I could pay for the test, but im waiting for my nhs one. Unfortunately its not booked until im 13+5 which feels like ages to wait when you have your hopes pinned on the magical '12 weeks'. Still can't tell people. Still hoping its real. Still keeping my hopes manageable.
I wasnt even looking for anything. I was on this thread and then had a quick browse at the main topics and came across the zoe one, then went to her instagram.
I had to remind myself that
1. Zoe being pregnant does not take anything from my pregnancy
2. Do not compare to zoe sugg who will have so so much free stuff given to her. Ignore it and avoid social media.
3. My pregnancy is my own and does mot need to be shared unless i want to.
4. For all we know zoe could have been trying to get pregnant for years. Its okay to feel happy for her and yet a tiny bit sad for yourself for being in diff circs to her.
5. My 13+5 week scan will come. My time to share with family and friends will come.
6. Maybe dont look at the tattle topics until after 13+5
(stay safe in the pregnancy topic). Although the comment about a lady having a miscarriage at 12 weeks has stayed with me and maybe thats why im still not feeling like i can totally chill today at 11+2.
7. I will hopefully have a gender scan at 16 or 17 weeks so ita not too much longer tp wait until after the 13+5 scan
Also
@Kitt im an end of august baby. Virgos are awesome people. We have loads of friends around for our birthdays, cos we can. Think bbqs, sunny days in the gardens. Summer birthday hols if we want.
Im always the youngest amongst peers
And also,
duck other peoples unwanted opinions.
Reposted in the new thread #5