Oh boys
I’m sobbing
I actually found that video rather disturbing. His demeanour in it is quite sneering, even when he says good morning. There's almost a simmering rage bubbling underneath the calm exterior, and the look he gives her after he says "It's rude to put hats on the table" made me shudder a bit, as someone who has been in a relationship with an abusive addict and has experienced being on the receiving end of looks like that.Did anyone see his stories that went up just before he died on Snapchat? There was a strange one where he snaps at Kate for leaving her hat on the table. I could feel the tension in her voice. It seems like he was trying his best to pick an argument.
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Yes I feel exactly the same in regards to him reminding me of my abusive ex. I got a shiver when I saw it even before the news broke. I hope he is at peace now because it seemed he was unlikely to ever find it in this world.I actually found that video rather disturbing. His demeanour in it is quite sneering, even when he says good morning. There's almost a simmering rage bubbling underneath the calm exterior, and the look he gives her after he says "It's rude to put hats on the table" made me shudder a bit, as someone who has been in a relationship with an abusive addict and has experienced being on the receiving end of looks like that.
He was obviously in a really bad place, and it's been disheartening to see some of the comments about how she should feel guilty for leaving him and going home early. We have no idea what was going on behind closed doors, but if that video is anything to go by, I don't think we can blame her if she felt like she needed to leave for her own sake before his behaviour escalated.
Despite that, I do feel incredibly sad how things have ended for him. I'm am addict in recovery myself, and I wouldn't wish the often fatal combination of severe mental health issues and addiction on anyone. (That's not to say it ever justifies or excuses abusive behaviour. It certainly doesn't.) I do hope he's managed to find the peace which so cruelly eluded him in life.