Ive not been on afew days. They are now saying it was peri menopause and she was on HRT. Ive seen so many awful stories of HRT causing so many worse issues. I dont think the news/police should be making out this woman is a full blown alcoholic, she is clearly a normal mum suffering with the changes and pains with her body , as we know once your a mum everything changes and you never feel the same again anyway add perimenopause to that little sleep constantly on the go, i just totally feel for the lady. I think the messaging on her issues could be abit more positive and let her and other women who may be watching know its okay to feel these ways, shes done NOTHING wrong the way they are portraying her isnt fair i feel. obviously i dont know the woman but they are making out like shes thrown herself in the river and i just dont think she would ever do that no matter how hard it was getting she clearly loves her family and was struggling and i just pray and hope still that she is ok and will make it home. Keep up the prayers and hope for Nikki, she is just a normal mum like anyone of us. Really really hope shes okay and these headlines dont make her feel awful if shes seeing them, bloody hate the media sometimes.