I do think that this Xmas is likely to be her last. I guess that’s why she’s deteriorating in maturity in many more ways than she did before. She has the same look my grandpa had a few months before he died, and that wasn’t even with chemo. He still had his hair, eyebrows etc, but he developed what I came to call a “grey look”. I’ve only ever seen that on people who are sadly closer to death than they should be.
The chemo is causing the loss of eyelashes and hair, but like someone said above, it’s beyond that. Nick looks as if she’s wasting away. And it’s not just weight wise, she looks truly frail in a way she hasn’t before. Just the stress of knowing she’s on one of her last treatment lines must be horrific. Even if it’s “just” stress, that won’t be helping her condition at all. Much as I deplore her tappy tap behaviour and online money grubbing, I feel devastated that someone so young is going through this.