Yes, last year I had the shock of what they thought was an extremely rare kind of brain tumour found. The idiot of a consultant at my local hospital thought it was a great idea to get a student doctor to do my initial examination. For some reason the junior doctor literally despised me on sight and was so unkind to me, when I first went into her office she was sat at her computer in the dark and ignored me for ten minutes then yelled, “Oh my god you haven’t put the footplate down!!!!” on the chair I had sat on in the dark
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As she examined me she ran out of the room shouting, “I need to get the consultant!!!” which made me think they’d found abou ten more tumours (they hadn’t, it was just the one I already knew about). She did that at least twice. I was in so much shock I didn’t think to ask for the junior doctor to leave. (My father was terminally ill at the time and the day before had almost died and was actually laid up in the hospital on the day I was being examined - two massively stressful events in one.) Anyway the (absolutely terrible) consultant then took over and was like yeah, it’s probably cancer, don’t be shocked if the senior brain tumour specialist in the UK phones you in the next day or two. I burst into tears but all I could feel was the hostile presence of that junior doctor, I could literally feel her breathing on me as she stood over my shoulder as I cried. I can still feel it now, Angel of death vibes for sure. She was right in my personal space, I just wanted her to go away. When the consultant was examining me the junior doctor kept saying, “Keep your eyes shut” and “Don’t move!” It was so aggressive for what was a terribly sad situation. As I left the office I looked right at her and said thank you, she kept her eyes to the floor and never said a word, it was so uncomfortable! She should not ever be let around the public.
Anyway, they forced me, against my will, to attend a clinic across the other side of the country and thank god, it wasn’t a tumour but an old scar. They were so professional and friendly in that clinic, and it is a world renowned clinic.
i Almost killed myself because of what I experienced in my local hospital. They were so eager to tell me I had cancer that they totally dehumanised me. It was horrendous. I have a huge phobia of medical settings now.