I’m really struggling this week. I have health issues that have flared up (and my period just to add to the mix!) and I’m so tired and achey. I am so desperate for one of the grandparents to offer to take him this weekend. But I feel so guilty for feeling like this too that I’ve got myself upset. I love my son, I love going out with him and our lazy mornings in beds but my god I just really physically need a break this weekend. Other half will be home but honestly, I don’t really feel like I get much of a break when he’s around. Maybe a lie in one day. I feel like I look forward to the days I get a break when the grandparents take him and then I feel like a really tit mum for feeling that way.