Do you know what, if im completely honest with myself I probably am a teeny bit jealous of her, not of her life - I wouldn't trade lives with her for anything. She has a meaningless, vacuous life. But I am jealous that she can earn £24k in 10 minutes and people slog away all year for less than that. She has access to opportunities and life experiences most people could only dream of (not that she does anything or goes anywhere)
Today I have supported a suicidal teenagar with psychosis, a young girl who is being sexually abused by her Dad and a woman who is fleeing horrific violence from her partner. Will I get paid £24k for todays work? Like duck I will.
I get that I chose the career im in and I love it, I wouldn't do anything else. But when people as undeserving as her are earning the money she is earning. It does get to you.
Maybe its not jealousy maybe its injustice, I dont know. But I can think of a million people more deserving than her.
Sorry for the rambling post, some days her bullshit really gets to me