It is painful to see her constantly posting and complaining about how jealous she is of other people having children. I’ve been dealing with secondary infertility for years. I finally fell pregnant and my baby died a week or so before Mabel was born. She doesn’t even have the manners and grace to congratulate others on their happy news without making it about her. She’s got a
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crappy luck, smiling and thinking “aw, that’s nice”, being happy for her. It makes me sick with grief and anger to see her whining about how unfair it is she’s not having another child right now, about how jealous she is. She doesn’t have a clue. I used to enjoy her videos but I’m out, I’ve got to stop watching. I don’t even know why I kept watching her after my baby died, but I’m done. I wish her all the best but I’m too old and bitter for this
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