I'm so relieved for the families of the poor defenseless babies that got guilty verdicts.
And I'm so sorry to the families who didn't get the justice they deserved. For me there's no justice though is there?! That vermin is still breathing and will still have a right to life, education, food, books, friendship's etc while the poor babies were viciously robbed of all those things, their families will never live another carefree day.
Some of the characteristics of LL/how she evolved into a child serial killer that have stood out to me;
*a spoiled rotten only child, (not saying all only children are spoiled)
*Personality cold, emotionally empty, no empathy, only cried during trial when showed pics of her bedroom etc
*Raised by quite mature parents with old fashioned values, sheltered and isolated as a child
*Smothered as she says by overbearing parents and lacking in age appropriate developmental milestones during pre teen and teen years
*Spent a lot of time on her own as a child with unusual interests
*Constantly put on pedestal, told she was mega intelligent, more special than others.
*Parents never really tried to understand the real lucy because they were blindsided by what they wanted as a perfect daughter
*Any lying or bad behavior no matter how big or small was met with complete denial by her parents
*Total loner/hermit with only associates for work nights out, salsa class etc and no real best friends (never shows her true self)
*Hyperviligant and calculated while around others for eg always agree with them and tell them what they want to hear from her by not giving an opinion until she gages the general consensus from peers first, manipulative.
*Subtle Narcissistic behaviors- believing she was more capable more educated more confident at caring for sick babies, always requesting to be allocated into nursery 1 when most normal people would be trying to avoid the most complex care needs babies as it is stressful and extremely high pressure - and who wants to do that every single day!!
*Controlling
*Caused these injuries to babies for the 'buzz' of the resuscitation and for attention from colleagues during and afterwards
*Very isolated outside work
*No personality to form meaningful loving relationships with partners
*No normal nurse no matter how much they love their job takes up that many extra shifts no matter how desperate NHS is
*This was a major red flag - she never wanted to be out of work
Sorry for long post but felt good to type that all out
Hope she gets tortured in jail