Been following the live reporting, but have struggled to keep up with the threads recently. And I haven’t posted in a while, mostly because (and I’m not exaggerating), but even now I’m still kinda in shock that Bowel Movement had no medical experts, and his only witness was the plumber.
I’ve always been in the firm guilty camp from the very beginning threads, and I don’t really know how to describe how I feel now, especially now that finally everyone on here realises LL is nothing but a psychopathic evil bitch. I fully understand there were so many that were on the fence/had doubts, and why, but there was a lot of frustration in some of the earlier threads (glad everyone is friends now in the end though). And I just feel so strange now that we are finally at the end.
I know Noname was mixed up with LL and shouldn’t have been for many many reasons, but the more I think about it, the more I feel sorry for him slightly. I cannot comprehend how it would be on his conscience that LL murdered, tried to murder, and left babies with brain damage all to get his attention. I really do think he’ll never get over that, imagine being partly the cause of what happened, I think he’ll torture himself for the rest of his life over it. And I agree with quite a few, I think he’ll not stay anonymous for long after the verdict is in. I also was thinking about all the staff at the hospital that will never be the same again, how they all feel must be so awful knowing that the monster LL was the murderer hiding in plain sight, the unknown evil force they were all fighting. But for me, the gang of 4 are honestly Hero’s, there have been some people saying they should have stopped her earlier, which ofc with hindsightprobably true, but hindsight is a wonderful thing isn’t it. The gang of 4 have so much courage to put their careers on the line to stop her. There are just so so so many lives that have been ruined by LL.
There have been lots of lovely posts of people saying how great this thread has been, but panic not yet, Op hummingbird will be going on for some time yet, there’s so much more to come out, there will be the documentaries etc too. So this thread will be around for some time yet.
And BNE had just been amazing throughout, I always said he’ll tie everything together and his closing presented it so succinctly. It all tied so wonderfully together, and the relevance of things such as the salsa/grand national all suddenly made sense, and we finally understood the relevance. There’s so much more amazing stuff that BNE did that I could talk about, but I was actually shocked too at just how devious LL had been, and how meticulous she was in her attacks. He was so great at showing this. WLO and nothing less for her!
Apart from getting LL’s guilt right, I’ve been totally wrong about a few things, like her taking the stand, BM having something up his sleeve etc, but I’m more sure than ever that she will be found guilty unanimously, with deliberations not taking too long
I never thought I’d write this, but I see now why BM had to go hard at child E’s mum (still hate it at the same time tho), because LL literally has no defence other than challenging other witnesses accounts, so to give her a fair trial he had to try and discredit their versions. Also him becoming Dr Myers and challenging Dr “Fella” Evans, it’s cos the whole time he literally had nothing else to bring to the defence.
Like a few tomorrow, I don’t know if I can bare to listen to BM and his literal crap, but then I feel I need to see it out, so not gonna lie I probs will end up following it, even tho it’ll probably be soooo frustrating.
This post has ended up being far longer than I’d intended, but I still can’t explain how I feel tonight. I’m confident there will be justice for the families very very soon. I hope that at least brings them some comfort and peace. Sending lots of love to everyone on the thread, we are so close now guys, so close
Ps slingo you’ll have to find a new plot twist for who is voting NG
, although it has to be people that are not actually sane, or trolling us.
That baby like the others was predicted a good outcome, on her way to go home and this thing relentlessly hurt her and eventually killed her.
always find birthday eves a little tricky. Time goes so fast. Just so grateful and extra sad tonight for all the babies that should be here as happy little children. Especially thinking of O&P that should be just like my little boy right now
this case has been something else. Thank god you were all here too. I don’t think I’ll follow much at all tomorrow. Don’t think I can stomach hearing any nonsense after what BNE delivered this week. X
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I’ve been on a ‘career break’ (sounds very wanky) since I had birthday boy and I feel really lucky to be able to be a SAHM but I must say this is probably the first time since then I’ve really felt my brain working 
even if only partially. I don’t know if that makes sense but I think there’s all these little factors that meant I’ve got far too deep into this trial in a way I haven’t ever before and doubt I ever will again! I’ve been in awe of everybody else! My brain is mush 
I think I might need a break from reading about hospitals, shame I can’t escape it in my line of work.
