Yeah agreed. It sounds like she was working out how she was going to get out of it and be one step aheadThe notes sounds to me likes she's panicked
'Who knows what? What evidence do they have? Who can prove what?' Personally that sounds like guilty ramblings of someone trying to keep a check of it all.
That's really really spot on and interesting.I'm seeing the link now between death rates dropping, their nicu being downgraded to a level 1, and lucy going on admin duty.
Did they stop because she went on duty? Or did they stop because no one under the gestation of 32 weeks was to be admitted there. Or did they stop as a result of both of these things being implemented?
I just keep imagining her parents sitting there, what must be going through their heads?? Watching this all unfoldI'm s
If she is guilty, she maybe wants infamy? She'd have known that if she pleaded not guilty the trial would be huge, and her name and face would be splashed all over the media. She'd be banged up, but everybody would know who she is and what she's done.
Absolutely this! Each person will interpret this note very different. It also says 'I havent done anything wrong' 'despair' and 'why me?'I think it’ll be difficult to use as a confession as you say, it’s clearly someone in despair. Wether that’s despair because she’s done it or despair because she’s being accused, we don’t know. The one thing that might sway it towards being a confession is it says ‘on purpose’.
I wouldn't want cameras. We perform personal care, there must be dignity for patients. I also work on a Palliative ward, death can be peaceful it can also be very traumatic and awful. Would I want a family asking for camera evidence knowing it will devastate them. Not really.I know this will be unpopular but if I was a nurse I wouldn't mind cameras in those rooms.
Also there's been cases where sicko parents tamper with equipment etc too. Surely the lives of the babies should be more important than privacy of staff.
What's the invasion of privacy anyway when they're just doing their job.
Lots of people have jobs where there is CCTV.
We recorded everyday in the streets and the shops so why not icu. Is street crime and shop lifting more important than sick babies. This is an emotional post rather than a rational one . I can't even think straight anymore when it comes to this case.
Fair enough, but the one big thing I learnt in jury service was how much I changed my mind through the course of the case.It’s been said a lot on this thread to those leaning guilty “hope you’re never on a jury” blah blah
Just saying that if anyone accused of my murder is found to have a note saying I did it I’m evil I killed her on purpose… I really hope everybody explaining it away aren’t on the juryright back at you guys
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Pointless or not, that is my opinion. Evidence that would change my view? Err, probably the babies still being alive. But I agree with @friedeggontoast - lets keep the conversation open.Sorry but such observations are pretty pointless at this stage - there is going to be 6 months of evidence, including medical evidence. What concrete proof (at this stage) would change your ‘gut feeling’?
20 yrs as an adult nurse and only heard of one but wasn't on the ward that day. The patient did it to himself with his IV and O2 tubing.Incredibly ridiculously rare especially within neonates/paediatrics. I asked a consultant and they said they’d never seen on in their 40years