OldBlondie
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Everything that I was going to come on and say about the latest podcast has already been said. I love the way the podcast sets everything out succinctly, it’s really well set out and a great reminder and summary of the evidence. I think it really drove it home how jealous LL was of Sophie, and desperate for attention she was in her texts and her annoyance of not getting into room 1. It also made it quite clear that either absolutely everyone else has to mistaken/lying/at fault, or it is in fact LL that is the one lying, it can’t be both. It also again made the point that a more senior nurse (that had been in nursing for I think 20 years plus), had described the rash one way and yet LL was saying it was another. Also her now disagreeing with agreed facts is massive, I think even bowel movement must have been taken by surprise by this. There were a few occasions where she has done this, and it again made it very clear that LL changing the narrative with Dr J to her not being there at all was completely unexpected, as BM had not questioned or disputed him being in the room at all. Never mind the other discrepancies.
Someone else already said that you know it’s going horribly wrong for the defence when they are doing a better job of convincing people of her guilt than the prosecution did
. I’m honestly gp glad she’s taken the stand because she’s hanging herself. It was so sad to listen to the parents of D weeping as she denied remembering their baby
. I was really deflated on fri at her being given not only a break, but them finishing until Wednesday, but after reading sensible people on here’s posts about why the judge is better doing that than her being able to appeal later down the line, I get why he had to do it and was right to. I just hope that when she is back on Wednesday she’s tying herself in the same knots cos I do wonder if she would have cracked in some way if it had carried on Friday afternoon. I just hope the warning that went up on operation hummingbird is due to them posting the job and nothing else. Can you imagine how awful it would be at this stage if the case was thrown out now on grounds for a mistrial, I don’t know how the poor parents could possibly go through it all again
I also was thinking about her going to the doctor and going on antidepressants when she was redeployed and I genuinely can see why she was depressed and in need of antidepressants. So I think most people that have been following this trial would agree that for whatever reason LL did it, part of it was getting some kind of kick out of it/some kind of high, and on the podcast it shows how BNE repeatedly asks did she get a thrill from it. I also think it was some kind of addiction and compulsion that made her keep going, especially with A-D and N-Q where she was taking massive risks yet couldn’t stop herself. And if she was addicted to that feeling of killing/hurting them (makes me sick even writing that), then when she suddenly wasn’t able to fulfill those urges/enjoy those highs anymore then she probably would have felt very down and depressed once removed from a clinical setting, and be extremely angry at those she blamed for stopping her. She genuinely may have felt very depressed and lost as she was no longer experiencing those feelings of euphoria etc. Also when talking about her mind, thought it was a great spot by the poster that noticed her language and the difference between I and we, excellent thoughts on that.
I don’t get the vibe that Noname was married, I get the vibe that he was just older and two of them had a really weird/awkward flirting going on, reminds of the kind of chat older men would come out with. Maybe he was married and that’s why she was so desperate for attention from him, but I just don’t get that feeling at all especially him offering the car and buying her chocolate and taking her to a&e etc and her colleague teasing about her fancying him, it just doesn’t give me the impression he’s married at all
On a side note I think the name Lucy isn’t going to be as popular now for a few years due to this, be interesting to see how it does in the yearly name places over the next few years anyway. Maybe that’s part of the it couldn’t be her she’s too sweet thing that some people have going on, I think the name Lucy is stereotypically a sweet named girl in people’s head
Anyway looking forward to some more BNE on Wednesday, only one more day to go. It really wouldn’t surprise me if she’s currently on suicide watch atm also. Have a feeling there’s a lot more dramatics to come. Also agree with the poster that said they can’t wait for everything to come out after the trial that we haven’t been allowed to hear yet, think there’s going to be plenty more shocks, I also think there’s a possibility that some things such as her search history etc wouldn’t be able to be brought up in court due to being prejudicial as crazy at that seems. There’s been so many legal arguments that we’ve heard of throughout, it really will be interesting afterwards to hear all that we couldn’t hear at the time. The Netflix series will be on it straightaway. I also think the podcast which has been the first of its kind is hugely significant in the media interest that is starting to grow and how big this trial is going to be. I’m still slightly shocked from the wording of the OH Job description, this is way bigger than even we thought, they’re clearly expecting a lot more babies that are going to be looked into afterwards
. I also think some of the parents and families will deffo speak out after the trial too, they obvs know far more than they’re allowed to say atm
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. A great example of why I love this thread so much. And talking of which, it’s also heartwarming that we’ve had another new baby on here, and all the other babies we’ve had since the beginning
. Both my girls are late teens, so I’m not really sure if I’d have been able to follow this thread as closely if they’d still been small babies, so sending lots of love to all those that have small babies now, or have had experience of Nicu, can’t imagine how hard some of this has been for you all of you. I’m so glad this thread has not only provided lots of laughs (pls never change Wrong Fella @DellaC), but also support for those that have needed it. It’s kind of ironic that so many feel happy and safe on this thread, given the awful nature of what it’s about, ironic is maybe the wrong word but you get the gist of it 
Someone else already said that you know it’s going horribly wrong for the defence when they are doing a better job of convincing people of her guilt than the prosecution did
I also was thinking about her going to the doctor and going on antidepressants when she was redeployed and I genuinely can see why she was depressed and in need of antidepressants. So I think most people that have been following this trial would agree that for whatever reason LL did it, part of it was getting some kind of kick out of it/some kind of high, and on the podcast it shows how BNE repeatedly asks did she get a thrill from it. I also think it was some kind of addiction and compulsion that made her keep going, especially with A-D and N-Q where she was taking massive risks yet couldn’t stop herself. And if she was addicted to that feeling of killing/hurting them (makes me sick even writing that), then when she suddenly wasn’t able to fulfill those urges/enjoy those highs anymore then she probably would have felt very down and depressed once removed from a clinical setting, and be extremely angry at those she blamed for stopping her. She genuinely may have felt very depressed and lost as she was no longer experiencing those feelings of euphoria etc. Also when talking about her mind, thought it was a great spot by the poster that noticed her language and the difference between I and we, excellent thoughts on that.
I don’t get the vibe that Noname was married, I get the vibe that he was just older and two of them had a really weird/awkward flirting going on, reminds of the kind of chat older men would come out with. Maybe he was married and that’s why she was so desperate for attention from him, but I just don’t get that feeling at all especially him offering the car and buying her chocolate and taking her to a&e etc and her colleague teasing about her fancying him, it just doesn’t give me the impression he’s married at all
On a side note I think the name Lucy isn’t going to be as popular now for a few years due to this, be interesting to see how it does in the yearly name places over the next few years anyway. Maybe that’s part of the it couldn’t be her she’s too sweet thing that some people have going on, I think the name Lucy is stereotypically a sweet named girl in people’s head
Anyway looking forward to some more BNE on Wednesday, only one more day to go. It really wouldn’t surprise me if she’s currently on suicide watch atm also. Have a feeling there’s a lot more dramatics to come. Also agree with the poster that said they can’t wait for everything to come out after the trial that we haven’t been allowed to hear yet, think there’s going to be plenty more shocks, I also think there’s a possibility that some things such as her search history etc wouldn’t be able to be brought up in court due to being prejudicial as crazy at that seems. There’s been so many legal arguments that we’ve heard of throughout, it really will be interesting afterwards to hear all that we couldn’t hear at the time. The Netflix series will be on it straightaway. I also think the podcast which has been the first of its kind is hugely significant in the media interest that is starting to grow and how big this trial is going to be. I’m still slightly shocked from the wording of the OH Job description, this is way bigger than even we thought, they’re clearly expecting a lot more babies that are going to be looked into afterwards
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Now that I’ve said all the serious things I’d been thinking, I can go back to this. I’ve no idea why but this made me laugh far more than it should have done. Everytime I think about LL sitting with her notebook out in court, I can’t stop laughing thinking about thisHelp me Craig David.’
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