It's your human nature. Sorry, been reading along since the beginning but felt compelled to post now. I can't imagine crying over someone I didn't have an emotional connection to. I don't think she's innocent but being stoic about babies that were just her patients isn't a smoking gun imo.I understand what you are saying but honestly if I were sat, for months, listening in detail to how these tiny babies had died/been injured I’m pretty sure I would have had some emotive reaction even if I WAS innocent. It’s human nature.