So Baby Q is the other baby she had notes for at home.
I wonder if the ‘trophies’ were a later thing, as we haven’t heard about it in earlier cases, or if she did have some and they’ve been lost in the house move?
It seems to be she really stepped up in the later cases. Sending cards, keeping notes and the blood gas reading. As well as suspicions also rising as she was questioning if she had to be worried makes me think her behaviour was more obvious. The methods seem to get worse as they include inflicted trauma too, whereas the cases before are excess milk, air embolus, insulin so less obvious and detectable on a PM. From N onwards we get throat injuries, liver injuries, splintered diaphragm from the sheer volume of air forced in to the stomach.
Baby Q was ready for discharge on the day she had kept notes for, so clearly a well baby, yet suffers a collapse from excess air in the stomach. Bit of a coincidence she has his notes at home for that day.
The whole thing is making me so sad today.
From everything we are hearing, those babies that died should be at home, living happy lives with their families and they aren't. The fact that they seemed well and then Lucy was there.
And I can't imagine how the parents must even feel, not only living it happening when it did, but now, years later, having to relive it all.
I was reading about this case while I was pregnant. I'd never experienced what the parents would have at the time.
Then, I had my son and he was only in NICU for a week, an incubator for the first 2 days and then a nursery for the remainder and that whole week was the worst experience I've ever been through, I still feel so vert raw and sometimes burst into tears now. He was my third, no issues getting pregnant etc and he was so very wanted. Those first two days were agony, where we weren't sure why he's was getting so poorly and he looked like such a poorly baby.
To imagine getting to the end of that week, where we could see him improving and he was well, off a feeding tube and taking bottles which was a small battle, to have him suddenly start collapsing would have broken us. And the thought that it was one of these nurses that you have to place all your trust in was the cause. I'd just lose it completely. Add on top of that the knowledge that the nurse was keeping paperwork from my child, searching me and my family on Facebook...
I cannot believe any more that this is such a long list of coincidences. The prosecution said at the beginning it's about building the picture and this picture is showing me she's guilty. Maybe I'm biased because of my experience, but I can think of how you explain innocence in all this.