Ah Trolls I've finally caught a minute to catch up whilst the baby sleeps. You've all really cheered me up
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My bespoke was blue lighted to hospital Tuesday. Were still here now, our NHS is worth its weight in gold, Im so grateful to all of you who work in this thankless industry
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I don't have trauma or PTSD by any stretch but I thought last night whilst watching the monitors, how can those
tit heads throw about those words over an alleged allergy baby, when I called 111 for verbal advice thinking my bespoke had a little bug, which resulted in an ambulance taking us straight to hospital and being told they would have went into cardiac arrest that evening if we hadn't called. Not once have I posted online nor felt any urge to take photos of my baby. This is the first time I've had free hands and I feel guilty just being on here whilst she sleeps
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the point I guess I'm trying to make is just what the
duck goes on in that greasy head of hers! And Truff, I'm usually a very happy, positive person with savings, very soon to be mortgage free and a real diamond on my finger (were not minted, we just live in our means) so I'm not giving off for any reason other than I guess I'm thinking out loud, welcoming a distraction and trying to understand your
tit parenting and terrible mindset. Oh and I've been offered free food and drinks constantly by staff but I'm not a scrounger and have wonderful family who bring me supplies. That's what you do when you have the means to buy your own stuff you sweat.
On topic, I bet that giveaway never happens! Wheres the lol dolls giveaway eh?