I’ve just been looking at online study courses. I’m sick of working 4x 12 hour nights a week, it’s really taking its toll. Plus my eldest is getting to that age I will lose benefits I get for her so need to start planning the future. I have always worked in health and social care, moved over to HR in the same sector but with young kids I needed to be at home more so went back to front line work and nights so I can be at home more. I’m conscious of the future and earning a decent enough wage that when kids are grown up I can support myself without killing myself doing the front line work. I am looking at counselling courses which will just add to the stress of working so much and being a full time mum but determined to find a career that will support me comfortably and not drain me so much. That fucking thing doesn’t do anything inspirational whatsoever. If she was such a great Mum and so inspiring she would be doing something similar, working or studying to make a better future. I’m not jealous of her I’m just sick to death of people getting stuff for nothing. Sits on her arse eating her gifted food, wearing her gifted clothes counting down the days until she swans off on her next holiday. Yet the comments praise her non stop. Anyway, just needed that little rant as got annual leave this week and can’t stop sleeping as I’m that exhausted, my poor kids just watching me sleep all the time and if anyone has any advice for a very lost soul right now who’s worried about the future and sick of working all these nights I’d be very grateful 🥲