I wish that every person who has ever felt so low as to be considering suicide could know that they are loved and valued, they are not a burden and while they may be having one of the worst moments in their life that they are deserving of help and a better life.
When I was at one of my close to lowest points I went out for a walk and broke down sobbing because - and I tit you not! - I wished I could be a tree
<- me in the middle of the woods.
At the time I was looking at all the beautiful trees and thinking how peaceful and lovely it was and was suddenly overcome by this crushing sadness that my life couldn't be peaceful and lovely too which in my emotional state became a simple all encompassing sadness that I couldn't be a bleeping tree. That's how awful my life felt at the time.
I have had worse where I have seriously thought I and everyone else would be better if I wasn't here. It all seemed so very pointless. I am really lucky because I reached out to a friend for help to get through that moment and then gradually things got better from there.
So I really do feel for people who get so depressed and downtrodden with life and the hardships they have endured that they consider ending their lives.
This FM who I hadn't really heard of till now, is threatening suicide to spite us apparently. Now if he/she is really suicidal I am sorry that is awful and I really do hope they get help, sincerely depression is the worst but you can beat it! But to kill themselves to teach us a lesson seems the highest form of own goal and, if I am being completely honest (which is not the same as attacking someone), in my opinion is not in keeping with someone who is depressed.
It is however, in my opinion, in keeping with a very angry and manipulative abuser.
My ex boyfriend when I was 16 tried this "and you'll be sorry then, won't you?!" tactic on me... it didn't work then and it won't work now. I never did anything to you. He's ok btw, it was a tactic because I left him for shagging everything that moved and he didn't like that much.
When I was at one of my close to lowest points I went out for a walk and broke down sobbing because - and I tit you not! - I wished I could be a tree
<- me in the middle of the woods.At the time I was looking at all the beautiful trees and thinking how peaceful and lovely it was and was suddenly overcome by this crushing sadness that my life couldn't be peaceful and lovely too which in my emotional state became a simple all encompassing sadness that I couldn't be a bleeping tree. That's how awful my life felt at the time.
I have had worse where I have seriously thought I and everyone else would be better if I wasn't here. It all seemed so very pointless. I am really lucky because I reached out to a friend for help to get through that moment and then gradually things got better from there.
So I really do feel for people who get so depressed and downtrodden with life and the hardships they have endured that they consider ending their lives.
This FM who I hadn't really heard of till now, is threatening suicide to spite us apparently. Now if he/she is really suicidal I am sorry that is awful and I really do hope they get help, sincerely depression is the worst but you can beat it! But to kill themselves to teach us a lesson seems the highest form of own goal and, if I am being completely honest (which is not the same as attacking someone), in my opinion is not in keeping with someone who is depressed.
It is however, in my opinion, in keeping with a very angry and manipulative abuser.
My ex boyfriend when I was 16 tried this "and you'll be sorry then, won't you?!" tactic on me... it didn't work then and it won't work now. I never did anything to you. He's ok btw, it was a tactic because I left him for shagging everything that moved and he didn't like that much.
Is it Pfizer, sock account?Does Pfizer not realise that she's the one that looks bad in that screenshotEverything that Ripthebandaid says is true and is not being said with malice. Even when you try to help her she attacks.
