I wonder if she really does get frustrated with herself? We all have triggers that drain us, but I feel sorry for her and for how fragile she seems. I think it goes beyond laziness.
Lockdown announcements meant she cancelled Vlogmas (which she began late anyway). She then caught Covid and decided this would delay the start of the “work year” for two months, but she was happy to visit bakeries at this time. She has a pattern of something negative happening and that means everything is a write off for that month / six months.
I hope she gets some therapy to help her cope with life. The less you do, the less you want to do and she really doesn’t do much in any aspect