In one of her last boring ass videos she mentioned some Youtubers she's into at the moment - I discovered Youtubers Michelle and Aline in that, and they're such a breath of fresh air. You can see she feels she relates to them, which is absolutely ridiculous (they both have jobs, one in social media (a 9-5+ hour job where she actually has to go outside and work for a company), the other has up to 2 jobs to make ends meet while she takes acting classes and goes to open mic nights to share her writing. They're always outside. Their flat is cute and stylish. They meet friends, cook healthily, talk openly about mental health issues they experience, they moved to NYC together (sisters) and explore the city and share tips and places to go).
She's so unbelievably deluded and it's so strange that she seemingly has this following she does when smaller creators who put effort into what they make but are living real lives like these have less than 20,000. It's a little terrifying, completely bizarre. They take us to a restaurant in NYC after a snippet of a stand up sketch and a chat about their goals and some decor they found with a ootd full of body positive comments and she
paints a door.
Again.
How is she making a living from these dire videos and tweets that make her look out of her mind?