You’ve wrote everything here I’m thinking.
They could have there own rooms but doubt Grayson will settle there as he’s so codependent as-he’s insecure from lack of true affection from his mother so his emotional needs are not being met.
500 calories is far from a small deficit. She’s beyond dangerous x
These are her own words…
So my title has the word addiction in. I gave up smoking nye and have been using a menthol disposable e light type thingie. It's fab!! I wasn't a massive smoker but liked to have a few with a drink. It's like food, I found a substitute for something that was bad for me. I didn't miss smoking, in fact it meant I didn't have to keep going outside and my clothes and hair no longer stunk!! However on holiday I went out without it one night. Big mistake!! They didn't sell them anywhere and I couldn't rest as I really wanted it!! I ended up going on a hunt for some menthol cigarettes, I was driving chris mad!!! I found somewhere that sold them, the relief!!! I sat down looking forward to it, lit it, took one puff and was very disappointed!!!!! It was horrible!! Big let down, it got me thinking though. This is like when we binge isn't it. Some people are addicted to food, chocolate, crisps whatever........ Mentally of course. Then we go mad, eat loads and then feel rubbish!!!! This is when the pause technique comes in useful. Stop, pause for 30 minutes. Try and find a low syn substitute, then after 30 minutes reassess if you still want it. Hopefully that feeling would of passed by then.After eating and drinking out for 6 days I felt utterly gross!!!! Yes it tastes nice, of course it does but I'd much rather feel confident and happy.
My weight is a massive thing for me, it effects my mood, how nice I am, I like to be in control of what I eat. When I eat rubbish, I feel rubbish!! If I eat well, I feel well! It's a way of life for me and always will be. It's scary how quickly you can re gain weight, everything starts to feel tighter and you have less energy.It's made me mega focused now though!! I don't dwell on a gain, or feel horrendous guilt. I choose to move on look forward and get excited about how much I can lose this week. So the mission is on!!!!!If you've never been to Barcelona I highly recommend it!!! Although how annoying are those flipping hair dryers in hotels, you know the ones where you have to keep your finger down on the button for it to work!! Also bidet's, what are they all about!?! Ha ha.Happy Fopping guys xx
Hi all!! I've really missed writing my blog while I've been away. I wasn't Ill!!!!! The first holiday in three years that I could enjoy. I really think the ear planes I bought helped on the flight and I tried to be sensible with the sun, drinking loads of water and wearing a hat. I can't tell you ho
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