Yeah I stopped watching her long rant this morning after seeing how many stories there still were to go...... but wow she can never take responsibility for herself. It’s always others, never her. How many times does she have to say she basically hates life and isn’t happy and is having emotional breakdowns, etc etc, how many times does she mentioned getting drunk all alone, and just last night going on about feeling like tit and being wasted and lonely... which again, she does on the regular... and then when people ask her if she’s alright, she lashes out that they are soOoOoOo crazy and weird can’t handle authenticity and are overreacting and she’s an optimistic person. Ummmmm... in what world? In what world is Estée optimistic? I don’t know when she ever stops complaining or acting as though she lives under a cloud of oppression.
Also it really bugs me how often she exaggerates how long her and Aslan have been broken up lol, like it has been 2.5 years, maybe tbf you could say coming up on 3, not “over three years”. I mean, it seems an insignificant difference but she keeps doing it and why not just be truthful? Do you always have to exaggerate to feel as though people will understand you? Even last night to say ‘wowww it was SO long ago get over it’... er it’s not like it was a decade ago.
On top of that she’s never admitted that the reason people ask about Aslan is because she basically used to have a couples channel and then Aslan disappeared and she took forever to even acknowledge he once existed, and the only time she started to acknowledge it was to be like ‘wow stop asking about him it was forever ago’, ignoring the fact that it was really always about her brand and the fact that it was built on Aslan. Obviously actual friends that keep asking about an ex would be weird af, but the audience aren’t your friends. You grew this audience and brand using Aslan and your relationship, and since he left, the channel has gone nowhere and you neglect it. So either leave the industry, or actually offer something new and acknowledge what the channel was and now what you want it to be. But until then she’s still coasting on the legacy of her years with Aslan yet she wants everyone to forget that completely.