Maisiemouse
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Yes, you are absolutely right- I guess in my rage I couldn’t articulate that- but she keeps going on and on about the MRI. Go and fucking get one then. Literally this week. And yes, fair enough, a child is not as easy to sedate but I am sure she could secure a private appointment before Christmas for one and have it faxed to the neuro.I agree with a lot of what you've said except the MRI under GA part. In Erin's defence I'm almost certain she would struggle to source this. There is a big difference in putting a child under GA VS an adult under GA. Also, even if she got an MRI it will not speed up the process. They are still waiting in the cue for her turn and the MRI merely provides additional information on what they are dealing with before they go in there.
I really feel like deflecting is just part of Erin's coping mechanisms. She's just trying to get control over a situation she has no control in.
So trying to catch a urine...you actually do have to sit there with their legs spread basically just waiting for them to pee. If you try for 30 mins and then put the nappy back on, chances are they will pee in the nappy. She would have been in an isolated room is my guess, they wouldn't have her sitting out in front of everyone with covid.I think her staying she had to sit with her private’s exposed for 1.5 hours was surely an exaggeration. Like surely she was sitting on a toilet or in a cubicle with a curtain around it?
Surely she’s give it a go, no luck try again 30 mins later, not sit there the entire time?
If that’s the way she chose to try to get urine from Lu then that’s poor decision making on her part.
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*puts armchair psychologist hat on*
So I reckon she feels totally out of control in her life, not being able to help Luella. She also has a lot of anger at the situation and guilt at herself for not getting the surgery or more broadly being able to help her little girl.
This comes out with hyper focus and control at the things she perceives she can control, like these admissions and how the staff treat Lu. It’s sadly also an outlet for her rage. I am not sure if she’s getting therapy, but I really hope she is.
I agree. Rachel to this day clearly honours and respects Mackenzie so much with everything posted about her, everything is so positive. Mackenzie had so many wonderful experiences and never once was presumed not competent to enjoy them alongside her family/they were adapted for her enjoyment, even right up until she passed.It's been mentioned before but I really don't understand how some of the friends Erin has made through insta (my life of love, heart of harper etc) manage to stay friends with her. These ladies have lost their babies and whilst it would be sooo incredibly challenging to have a child like Lu, surely it must feel like rubbing salt in the wound when all Erin does is complain about the burden Lu is on her life.
Also with her anti-vax stance and disdain for medical personnel/medication.
Yeah but she’s not really even getting a break at Pilates, is she? Because she’s going with Tom. Lunches with the girls and Tom is strapped to her chest. The way I see it she only gets a break from Luella. As a mother of two, one who is severely disabled with intractable epilepsy and many complications, I can say that getting a break from one child isn’t a break at all. But she seems to not want to care for Luella. That’s the issue I think everyone has with her. Not that she has hired help or that she goes to Pilates. It’s that she harps on about how terrible Luella’s epilepsy is for HER, and seems to be playing house almost with her baby. And this most recent post about how she doesn’t want to be that mother, and that comment about how she’ll always be that mother no matter how many typically developing children she has… eurgh. That bit really made me think she wants to have children to replace Luella.I mean, is Rachael lying, or is she just believing what her friend has shared with her? Which may well be that the doctors said they could wait.
Whatever I think about Erin, I truly believe (as I have said on here before) that Rachael was well intended with the GFM and perhaps simply worded it poorly. She always meant for it to go towards a carer or nurse, regardless of the surgery. I think at the time she said that she surprised Erin with it but had asked for consent before posting. I honestly don’t think she is lying about that.
I get that, and I’ve stated that I also struggle with the way she talks about Luella. I just think that some of the comments around her receiving help, whether intended that way or not, come across as if she should be expected to care for Lu on her own without a break. And I think we need to normalise needing help in motherhood even for mums of typical kids, so it bothers me. I don’t know if I’m expressing it properly but I guess I feel like because Erin is so negative and grating, it’s easy to sort of pile on her for doing things like going to Pilates, as if that’s selfish, but then that sends the message that mums should always be martyrs. When it’s not that she’s going to Pilates or lunch without Lu that’s the issue, or even Chrystal doing a lot of the care while Tommy is small, it’s that her thinking about Lu is really unhealthy and getting in the way of getting her what she needs (ie surgery). It’s that she needs to get over her ableism and also see that no one gets the exact dream of motherhood they imagined.
Also, for me some of the conversations around how much they earn etc are pure speculation. Which is fine, people are entitled to opinions about it, but I feel like ultimately it’s up to individuals to decide if they want to donate to them, and if those who have donated are happy to have done so, I don’t feel it’s a huge controversy.
Agree Erin’s comment is brittle. I don’t know why she can’t just say “apologies, we didn’t intend to cause confusion” rather than using the words “you misinterpreted”.
Exactly don’t get vaccinated to help protect your disabled daughter from contracting these viruses.She always has to blame someone else or the hospital, Her family isn’t vaccinated against Covid… her and Dave were out at concerts, dinner and the epilepsy Australia event. All places where covid easily spreads…the most likely people to have infected Lu are Dave and Erin… Lu was sick w Covid, RSV etc before going into hospital. But she still is blaming the hospital for Lu having these viruses. She can’t be fucking serious !!
That’s how I have felt about her, but have never wanted to say it out loud to anyone.. like she is kind of maybe hoping the worst happens so the problem ‘goes away’. I know that’s awful, it’s fucking awful and I hate saying it, but I cannot shake that feeling. I would do anything to ease my child’s discomfort and pain, even if it meant scary surgery. She does nothing.First time poster here and I created an account just to talk about Erin. I just cannot believe the lack of interest and emotional connection she seems to have with Lulu.
I don’t want this to come across the wrong way but for a while now I have felt that she has absolutely no intention of allowing Lulu to have the surgery and perhaps subconsciously has chosen to allow her disease to progress. She seems to have checked out of participating in her treatment options. She doesn’t take her to Napa, she plays around with her medications without doctor supervision. It’s very dangerous and I can’t understand why her family hasn’t intervened. Tom seems like her “second chance” at having the family she pictured having, and there doesn’t seem like a lot of crossover between her disappointing life with Lulu and her perfect life with Tom. It is all very confusing and alarming. I hope that someone intervenes soon before it is too late for Lulu and she is beyond medical help.
Yup. I was giving her husband a pass, because….well, I don’t really know why. But he doesn’t deserve one. Sure, he’s not actively being a completely shit head online like Erin is, but he’s not stopping her, either. He’s not telling her, ‘Enough! Lu is our daughter, and we love her no matter what, she’s our baby girl and we are going to fight like hell to give her the best most beautiful life possible.’ He’s not getting her effective mental health attention - which I know you can’t exactly force on someone - but he could be giving her some very strong ultimatums, like, ‘You get serious about dealing with your PND, PNA/whatever, or I start making decisions unilaterally because you are unwell.’ He’s not checking her about the obvious disparity between her affection for Tom v Lu, for outsourcing all Lu’s care to Chrystal - it’s like, just because you have funds for a carer doesn’t mean you no longer have to care for your daughter. All that to say, her husband doesn’t get a pass from me any more.Agree, she should be in a room with her parents. Erin and husband are hideous.
Agreed! 1100+ days in and as hard as it is and the differences in disabilities, it’s still c.o.n.s.t.a.n.t but i wouldn’t give my boy back for the entire world. burnout is real here and i’m exhausted all of the time and yes it can be exceptionally difficult to just make it through a day. but Erin has more help than the majority of us. this is all deeper issues within herself that she needs to address. it really does feel like a countdown to her death and that’s fkn tragicAnd you know what Erin.
I am that mother aswell.
But I would be “that mother” 1000x over then not have my baby girl..
She is stronger than anyone I know - and for thay I celebrate her everyday
Any win is a good day, the good days far out weigh the bad.
Yes it’s tough. But I wouldn’t change anything because otherwise I wouldn’t have my girl