I hope no one judges me, I don't even know what I'm looking for but im absolutely a mess right now with nowhere to return for support
long story short my boyfriend has been put into prison for a year and a half.. im absolutely a mess. I know its his own doing so please no nasty comments I couldn't deal with them right now.
problem is my boyfriend was my rock my absolute soul mate I relied on him for absolutely everything. I saw him everyday for 3 years straight and he lived with me even helped me out of my darkest times and it feels like he's died or something. he got placed into a prison 2 days ago and I haven't even heard from him since. I have never felt lie this or gone through something like this so im such a mess I never knew it was possible to cry all day 3 days straight.
I just have no one, and knowing I can't just call him like I would do is killing me im looking at pictures and bursting out crying, I can't even talk to anyone im more depressed then ever.. I haven't showered in 4 days im that down I haven't even eaten I don't know what to do anymore.
how can I stay strong
long story short my boyfriend has been put into prison for a year and a half.. im absolutely a mess. I know its his own doing so please no nasty comments I couldn't deal with them right now.
problem is my boyfriend was my rock my absolute soul mate I relied on him for absolutely everything. I saw him everyday for 3 years straight and he lived with me even helped me out of my darkest times and it feels like he's died or something. he got placed into a prison 2 days ago and I haven't even heard from him since. I have never felt lie this or gone through something like this so im such a mess I never knew it was possible to cry all day 3 days straight.
I just have no one, and knowing I can't just call him like I would do is killing me im looking at pictures and bursting out crying, I can't even talk to anyone im more depressed then ever.. I haven't showered in 4 days im that down I haven't even eaten I don't know what to do anymore.
how can I stay strong