This woman has to log off. Like, from the internet.
No vlogging, no TikTok, no Instagram, nothing. At least until Maisy is home and she settles down a bit.
Talk to real human beings face-to-face about what you are going through instead of thriving on online validation. Her anxiety is valid because she is seperated from her newborn baby but she is making herself feel worse by talking about it all the time !!! Your baby couldn't even breathe on her own the first day, if not for the medical staff she wouldn't have survived and now you are lucky enough you can count down the days until she gets home.