Colleen Ballinger #2

[Memmy]

She cries about everything. Remember in lockdown her shorts were tight and she had a full meltdown over that.

I can't even accept that all the crying now is necessary. It's definitely necessary to film it and post it online. It's weird to have daily breakdowns to a camera instead of a person. It's ridiculous that she's still vlogging when she needs to be present with her children. She’s already admitted she puts a filter on her camera but I'm curious to know how exhausted she actually looks after crying Every. Single. Day. For 2 years

 

[inn83]

was it a chemical pregnancy or a miscarriage?

It was a chemical pregnancy.

That just means very very early miscarriage (nothing can be visualized on ultrasound).

I know that by the dates of her video (she was pregnant for under 10 days - that puts her at 4-5 weeks gestation and clinical pregnancy happens after 6 weeks, before then is called a chemical).

What happened to her happens at 25-30% of all pregnancies- most times they just go undetected/unnoticed, unless the person tests obsessively…

 

[xoxoxo13]

is the constant pregnancy testing an OCD thing or is it for content and clickbait?

 

[inn83]

is the constant pregnancy testing an OCD thing or is it for content and clickbait?

Maybe she was trying to conceive but didn’t want to admit until it happened. Because it’s not her first relationship and she never had issues with contraception before.

Otherwise is beyond bizarre- and cruel if for clickbait.

 

[Memmy]

Maybe she was trying to conceive but didn’t want to admit until it happened. Because it’s not her first relationship and she never had issues with contraception before.

Otherwise is beyond bizarre- and cruel if for clickbait.

Oh yeah I don't believe the "accidentally" got pregnant story. Then because she'd accidentally got pregnant she was miraculously ready to try again. She planned it all. She needed to fabricate a lie to get out of how she'd constantly been telling everyone that she never wanted to be pregnant again. She could've just been honest and said she'd realised the discomfort of pregnancy is temporary and the precious gift of a child is worth it but no, drama clickbait is more her style.

 

[Cherry Cola]

Oh yeah I don't believe the "accidentally" got pregnant story. Then because she'd accidentally got pregnant she was miraculously ready to try again. She planned it all. She needed to fabricate a lie to get out of how she'd constantly been telling everyone that she never wanted to be pregnant again. She could've just been honest and said she'd realised the discomfort of pregnancy is temporary and the precious gift of a child is worth it but no, drama clickbait is more her style.

More like trying to get pregnant by accident lol.
There's no way she didn't want to get pregnant, she was taking pregnancy tests daily. I'm guessing they didn't use contraceptives but "weren't trying" either so, obviously, it was a huge surprise she got pregnant.

 

[inn83]

More like trying to get pregnant by accident lol.
There's no way she didn't want to get pregnant, she was taking pregnancy tests daily. I'm guessing they didn't use contraceptives but "weren't trying" either so, obviously, it was a huge surprise she got pregnant.

Lol I think exactly that. I’ve seen it a lot with anxious women that try to conceive- if they don’t track ovulation they don’t call it “trying”, so they don’t feel bad if it didn’t work. Colleen tried over an year. It didn’t work - likely her hormones were just messed up from breastfeeding (but it’s pathetic she turns it into competition- she said she got pregnant “verrry easy” with her first). Then after the chemical pregnancy the difference was she was tracking ovulation (admitted) and likely using fertility drugs (never admitted but I have my suspicions…which will also explain the fraternal twins).

 

[Seven of Nine]

I know a lot of people who didn’t really want another or a baby, got pregnant by accident or unplanned and then when they actually thought about it and realised they were pregnant realised they did want this baby/a baby. And then when they’ve lost the baby they’ve decided to start actively/properly trying.

But there is no way when she’s had “horrific pregnancies” and constantly was saying she’ll never get pregnant again, she wouldn’t be actively trying to not get pregnant. I only saying “horrific” because I know people who’ve had worse
I respect that everyone is different and she obviously doesn’t cope well with any health struggles, but I’m not saying it wasn’t horrific I just know a lot of what she struggled with most pregnant people struggle with and she has never helped herself. Also most people who have such horrific pregnancies do not get pregnant again and would normally have a doctor saying don’t do it again. So this whole “omg total accident pregnancy” I think is at least a stretch of the truth, they were either passively trying, seeing what happened/leaving it in gods hands, totally stupid and thinking pull out of something was effective or they were actively trying

 

[Lifeislemons]

‘I haven’t slept since Friday’ on her Twitter. Surely a gross exaggeration

 

[Memmy]

‘I haven’t slept since Friday’ on her Twitter. Surely a gross exaggeration

She's probably up reading tattle and reddit

 

[a5adams]

Holy crap, just watched her most recent video. I swear the thought of Maisy still being in the NICU on Christmas is destroying her. If this happened in January or February it would not be half as bad for Colleen. She needs to chill, I know it’s hard but Maisy is in safe hands and she’ll come home when the time is right for her. She’s not on Colleen’s picture-perfect timeline. The girl has to learn to eat first. She’s behind Wesley- she came out last and my Mom said that the twin who comes out last is the one who didn’t get as much nutrients and is a little weaker than their sibling. She came out purple for god sake, Colleen should have high tailed it to the hospital the second her water broke- her waiting 45+ minutes may have consequences for Maisy in the future.

 

[xoxoxo13]

idk if she's worried about Maisy or if she's worried about missing out on the perfect Christmas vlog/ig photo

 

[Memmy]

Holy crap, just watched her most recent video. I swear the thought of Maisy still being in the NICU on Christmas is destroying her. If this happened in January or February it would not be half as bad for Colleen. She needs to chill, I know it’s hard but Maisy is in safe hands and she’ll come home when the time is right for her. She’s not on Colleen’s picture-perfect timeline. The girl has to learn to eat first. She’s behind Wesley- she came out last and my Mom said that the twin who comes out last is the one who didn’t get as much nutrients and is a little weaker than their sibling. She came out purple for god sake, Colleen should have high tailed it to the hospital the second her water broke- her waiting 45+ minutes may have consequences for Maisy in the future.

I wonder if Colleen questions her lack of urgency when her water broke having a negative affect on her babies. I wonder if she feels any remorse. I'd like to know a professional's opinion on whether the twins could've been in a better position now if she had taken the advise of her doctor to get to the hospital immediately. It worries me that she puts content before the health and safety of others and she even does it to herself. Right now she needs to take time off work and concentrate on her family's wellbeing.

 

[inn83]

I wonder if Colleen questions her lack of urgency when her water broke having a negative affect on her babies. I wonder if she feels any remorse. I'd like to know a professional's opinion on whether the twins could've been in a better position now if she had taken the advise of her doctor to get to the hospital immediately. It worries me that she puts content before the health and safety of others and she even does it to herself. Right now she needs to take time off work and concentrate on her family's wellbeing.

If at any point the cord of one of the babies was compressed, then very likely her reckless behavior (vlogging and doing her hair yuck) can give that baby life long consequences. I hope it isn’t the case but we can’t rule it out especially that one of the cords prolapsed. What she did was unforgivable although I believe she’s genuinely not bright enough to understand/ appreciate the dangerous situation she created..

 

[Memmy]

Is she actually addicted to vlogging and posting? Surely she could easily cut back and survive off the income of one video per week and one sponsored podcast episode per week for now. Is she worried if she drops the ball then she'll have no "career" to return to.

 

[beevr]

idk if she's worried about Maisy or if she's worried about missing out on the perfect Christmas vlog/ig photo

She’s definitely only worried about missing out on Christmas Day vlog with her babies both being home

 

[inn83]

Is she actually addicted to vlogging and posting? Surely she could easily cut back and survive off the income of one video per week and one sponsored podcast episode per week for now. Is she worried if she drops the ball then she'll have no "career" to return to.

She might be right on that though. The Miranda character is dead at this point, I don’t think she’d be able to tour with the twins (poor people that buy her tickets) and there are just way too many family vloggers on YouTube for her to stay relevant with that… the second she reduces the uploads, I don’t think she’ll ever bounce back… which is a good thing, I think if she continues she’ll end up divorced and depressed sooner than later.

 

[sillybobboo]

I feel for Erik never seeing his family. He looks so uninterested and overwhelmed when the ballingers are around

 

[Cherry Cola]

The way she announced the tour on her vlog though. So yeah guys my twins are NICU fighting for their lives, btw I'm going on tour in April.

I really hope she cancels it, for her own good and her children. How is she going to handle touring on top of taking care of two newborns and a toddler when she's already falling apart? It's insanity.

 

[Puppet]

I really hope she cancels it, for her own good and her children. How is she going to handle touring on top of taking care of two newborns and a toddler when she's already falling apart? It's insanity.

Something tells me that's part of the reason why she's going on tour. She needs something to complain about. When the twins are home and she can no longer clickbait NICU content then what will she moan about? Going on tour will give her another reason to complain and cry about how hard her life is, how much she's struggling, how no one understands being a twin + toddler mum on tour.