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WHY IS SHE LIKE WIGGELING THE BUCKET ANALYZING HER PUKE?!?!?! She is so mentally unwell 
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What's with the swishing her mouth with water and then spitting it out? Is she really trying to convince us she can't hold down a sip of water?
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You'd think someone who claims to have a fluid phobia would reluctant to film, watch, edit and post several videos of herself sloshing her sick bowl around and spitting into itWHY IS SHE LIKE WIGGELING THE BUCKET ANALYZING HER PUKE?!?!?! She is so mentally unwell
The absolute worst thing I can think of if I was having a migraine is a brightly light room, a camera phone in my face and my vomit swirling in a bowl in front of me. And yet, Beckie does it every time. And now she's screaming along with it? I don't think she's ever experienced a migraine, truly I don't because no one could do the theatrics she does with one.
Also in her latest stories she actually got a laugh out of me with the "if I had a camera on me the whole time" line. Beckie you do have a camera on you, at all times, because you're absolutely obsessed with yourself to a point it's actually disturbing.
Also in her latest stories she actually got a laugh out of me with the "if I had a camera on me the whole time" line. Beckie you do have a camera on you, at all times, because you're absolutely obsessed with yourself to a point it's actually disturbing.
Yah I have emetophobia and I unfollowed after those stories. They are unhinged what in the absolute bloody hell who posts that!? I only watched her because I hate my life and found some kind of sad comfort in watching someone else be miserable lmao but that’s probably not a healthy thing to feel anyway
It’s quite frightening imagining what her life will be like if she continues this for the rest of her 30s, 40s, 50s. Posting on god knows what social media will be around then. It’s one thing being a quirky teenager and 20-something getting attention for your chronic health issues online. Shes 32 and monologuing for hours about minute aches/pains/bodily feelings, swirling fake bowls of vomit. And then posting it into a void. Im convinced most people are skipping her stories if they haven’t already unfollowed.
What I find especially difficult to watch is when she makes reference to previous segments of her stories. In her recent one saying ‘’did you guys notice I said toast differently in my video last night?’’ …. Beckie no of course nobody noticed. She is absolutely delusional if she thinks people care about her disgusting life as much as she does.
What I find especially difficult to watch is when she makes reference to previous segments of her stories. In her recent one saying ‘’did you guys notice I said toast differently in my video last night?’’ …. Beckie no of course nobody noticed. She is absolutely delusional if she thinks people care about her disgusting life as much as she does.
I think she constantly rewatches what she uploads on repeat and microanalyses it so she can then upload another story and reference it. It all goes to show that she definitely doesn’t have a migraine and clearly is bullshitting when she says: “I haven’t got the words *insert fake autistic “stimming” noise she makes here*”. She is mentally disturbed.
I chuckled yesterday when she was on the sofa of her family in a well-lit room, complaining about her migraine and her family was making loud noises in the kitchen. A clear sign to me that they dont believe this tit either. If my family member would be going through a proper migraine attack, I would usher them to a dark room and make sure to be a little quiet as noise can intensify it. Clearly either they dont give a duck or are so over the theatrics themselves.
No one would have even noticed that she said 'toast,' a certain way unless she had pointed it out. She is honestly obsessed with herself so much that no man could ever live up to her expectations.
The post about Beckie doing this in her 40s and 50s is a scary thought, especially as you can easily see her doing this and posting on social media as much as she does. She is going to be like those old people who go to the GP for someone to speak to for a bit of company as she is so lonely with her obsession with filming. To risk being morbid, I do wonder what will happen after her parents pass away as they do induge her and her behavior. I can't see her siblings wanting to put up with Beckie or look after her when she is older.
I was speaking to my wife and we were talking about what is going to happen to all this footage of Beckie when she is not arouund. There is easily thousands of hours of footage of herself in her home that she rewatches. I know that she is scared of forgeting and that is why she films everything. I feel that there are some t hings that one would not want to remeber like her migaines or a bad time in her life. I do wonder what is going to happen with it. Would it get passed down the family like a diary? My wife said that if she recieved Beckie's hard drives with all of her clips , they would go right in the bin!
Also, if you could ask Beckie one question, what would it be? This was a fun question we asked another over brunch today.
The post about Beckie doing this in her 40s and 50s is a scary thought, especially as you can easily see her doing this and posting on social media as much as she does. She is going to be like those old people who go to the GP for someone to speak to for a bit of company as she is so lonely with her obsession with filming. To risk being morbid, I do wonder what will happen after her parents pass away as they do induge her and her behavior. I can't see her siblings wanting to put up with Beckie or look after her when she is older.
I was speaking to my wife and we were talking about what is going to happen to all this footage of Beckie when she is not arouund. There is easily thousands of hours of footage of herself in her home that she rewatches. I know that she is scared of forgeting and that is why she films everything. I feel that there are some t hings that one would not want to remeber like her migaines or a bad time in her life. I do wonder what is going to happen with it. Would it get passed down the family like a diary? My wife said that if she recieved Beckie's hard drives with all of her clips , they would go right in the bin!
Also, if you could ask Beckie one question, what would it be? This was a fun question we asked another over brunch today.
Right, this is going to be a long one!
I’ve never posted before and I’ve been a silent reader on this thread for about a year now and have followed Beckie’s YouTube for about a decade. Not sure how I got to it probably her viral photo a day video but have been interested in her from a psychology perspective since.
I’m a doctor and have been qualified for 3 years now - perhaps why I’ve never posted before is I felt it somewhat unprofessional and that I would never want to hurt someone’s feelings but I hope this helps and I hope Beckie reads this as I genuinely want her to get appropriate help as her life is incredibly tragic and infuriating to watch. I’m a general doctor currently - aiming to specialise as a GP in the next few years but have had placements during medical school and within the previous few years I’ve been qualified as a doc in A&E, psychiatry and GP amongst others and I have a specialist interest in psychiatry. I work between A&E and acute medicine at the moment.
I strongly suspect Beckie has narcissist personality disorder (NPD) - in fact I’ve seen more evidence of this through her years and hours of footage and documentation than a psychiatrist would have at their disposal when diagnosing someone following assessment so I feel quite confident in this. I used to believe, wrongly, that narcissists were always the big loud cocky types (overt narcissism) however when I was on a placement on an eating disorder unit a few years ago the consultant psychiatrist explained it a different way and later understood it to be covert narcissism which I believe Beckie has.
The example came about as a patient (who had a diagnosis of NPD (as well as her eating disorder) was in a group therapy session which I was sitting in as as a medical student and being asked to share some of her current feelings. She refused to, as she said it would bring everyone’s mood down and ruin everyone’s week and the therapy wouldn’t work for her - despite everyone else in the session sharing. The psychiatrist was discussing this session afterwards with me and explained how her narcissism drove her ideology that her experiences were so much worse than everyone else’s, with the ability to ruin everyone’s day with how bad they were when in fact they wouldn’t have. It also drove her ideology that she was the only one unfixable. The consultant also believed her NPD unfortunately drove her eating disorder as her extremely low BMI meant she always got attention, sympathy and concern.
It made me really understand NPD in a way I hadn’t before and it’s why I feel Beckie has it. For someone who posts so regularly sometimes 10 stories a day she never really acknowledges anybody else. No current or word affairs, unless it relates to her for example the nhs cuts - she may mention her parents every so often but only when it relates to herself so the burden of care on her or “we” are fighting cancer etc. The world seems to exist to either help or hinder Beckie’s life and that’s its only purpose.
In terms of neurodivergency - I’m not taking her ASD or even potential ADHD diagnosis from her but I feel the overriding unaddressed condition she has is NPD which is a lot harder to admit but just like any other diagnosis both physical or mental should not be shameful and can be helped somewhat. This idea that the nhs is constantly failing her irks me as obviously the nhs is under insane pressure atm and clinicians are trying their absolute best and she behaves as though her ASD and now ADHD diagnosis are the key to her starting the rest of her life but unless she addresses the narcissism nothing will change. She will get diagnosed with ADHD as she knows the symptoms like the back of her hand and the majority of it is a self-assessment check list so she’ll get that diagnosis by the mere fact she wants it to badly. This dialogue that the world has let her down and not allowed her to start her life is unhelpful. If she wants an ADHD diagnosis to go with her ASD one fine but it will not change anything in my opinion. I have many friends with ADHD and the day they got their diagnosis, although very validating and helpful in explaining it, the world doesn’t treat you differently. I would argue that she functioned very well with her ASD/ADHD - at Uni etc, albeit masking which I am sure is exhausting. ASD and ADHD do not get worse with age but Beckie appears to be struggling more now than she ever has and I fear that she has allowed these diagnosis to define her and is lamenting in “lost time” whilst waiting for life to start for her.
I see a huge amount of very vulnerable patients each week who are suffering greatly, both psychologically and physically and they have not half of the resources or support network that Beckie could access. Unfortunately the NHS is on its knees and I feel terrible daily that the service I work within cannot help people more but that’s how it is right now and having the attitude that you are owed so much from a resource that just doesn’t exist right now will not help. The nhs cannot fix everything and cannot be relied on to sort out Beckie’s life. She will not win an award at the end of her life for enduring the most suffering so the best thing she can do is be grateful for what she has and as a matter of urgency, enroll in therapy. It’ll do her so much more good than an adhd label or talking into her camera and will be so much more valuable than overpaying the mortgage etc.
Beckie if you are reading this, please get a good therapist and watch how your life can change. You have a lot of potential and lamenting in the woe is me narrative is not going to progress you. This is a website where you can find a registered practitioner - https://www.bacp.co.uk/search/Therapists
I would genuinely love to see her get help. NPD has a lot of negative connotations but it’s not your fault if you have it but you do need to address it and therapy is going to be way more helpful than any ADHD diagnosis or medications (in my opinion!)
I’ve never posted before and I’ve been a silent reader on this thread for about a year now and have followed Beckie’s YouTube for about a decade. Not sure how I got to it probably her viral photo a day video but have been interested in her from a psychology perspective since.
I’m a doctor and have been qualified for 3 years now - perhaps why I’ve never posted before is I felt it somewhat unprofessional and that I would never want to hurt someone’s feelings but I hope this helps and I hope Beckie reads this as I genuinely want her to get appropriate help as her life is incredibly tragic and infuriating to watch. I’m a general doctor currently - aiming to specialise as a GP in the next few years but have had placements during medical school and within the previous few years I’ve been qualified as a doc in A&E, psychiatry and GP amongst others and I have a specialist interest in psychiatry. I work between A&E and acute medicine at the moment.
I strongly suspect Beckie has narcissist personality disorder (NPD) - in fact I’ve seen more evidence of this through her years and hours of footage and documentation than a psychiatrist would have at their disposal when diagnosing someone following assessment so I feel quite confident in this. I used to believe, wrongly, that narcissists were always the big loud cocky types (overt narcissism) however when I was on a placement on an eating disorder unit a few years ago the consultant psychiatrist explained it a different way and later understood it to be covert narcissism which I believe Beckie has.
The example came about as a patient (who had a diagnosis of NPD (as well as her eating disorder) was in a group therapy session which I was sitting in as as a medical student and being asked to share some of her current feelings. She refused to, as she said it would bring everyone’s mood down and ruin everyone’s week and the therapy wouldn’t work for her - despite everyone else in the session sharing. The psychiatrist was discussing this session afterwards with me and explained how her narcissism drove her ideology that her experiences were so much worse than everyone else’s, with the ability to ruin everyone’s day with how bad they were when in fact they wouldn’t have. It also drove her ideology that she was the only one unfixable. The consultant also believed her NPD unfortunately drove her eating disorder as her extremely low BMI meant she always got attention, sympathy and concern.
It made me really understand NPD in a way I hadn’t before and it’s why I feel Beckie has it. For someone who posts so regularly sometimes 10 stories a day she never really acknowledges anybody else. No current or word affairs, unless it relates to her for example the nhs cuts - she may mention her parents every so often but only when it relates to herself so the burden of care on her or “we” are fighting cancer etc. The world seems to exist to either help or hinder Beckie’s life and that’s its only purpose.
In terms of neurodivergency - I’m not taking her ASD or even potential ADHD diagnosis from her but I feel the overriding unaddressed condition she has is NPD which is a lot harder to admit but just like any other diagnosis both physical or mental should not be shameful and can be helped somewhat. This idea that the nhs is constantly failing her irks me as obviously the nhs is under insane pressure atm and clinicians are trying their absolute best and she behaves as though her ASD and now ADHD diagnosis are the key to her starting the rest of her life but unless she addresses the narcissism nothing will change. She will get diagnosed with ADHD as she knows the symptoms like the back of her hand and the majority of it is a self-assessment check list so she’ll get that diagnosis by the mere fact she wants it to badly. This dialogue that the world has let her down and not allowed her to start her life is unhelpful. If she wants an ADHD diagnosis to go with her ASD one fine but it will not change anything in my opinion. I have many friends with ADHD and the day they got their diagnosis, although very validating and helpful in explaining it, the world doesn’t treat you differently. I would argue that she functioned very well with her ASD/ADHD - at Uni etc, albeit masking which I am sure is exhausting. ASD and ADHD do not get worse with age but Beckie appears to be struggling more now than she ever has and I fear that she has allowed these diagnosis to define her and is lamenting in “lost time” whilst waiting for life to start for her.
I see a huge amount of very vulnerable patients each week who are suffering greatly, both psychologically and physically and they have not half of the resources or support network that Beckie could access. Unfortunately the NHS is on its knees and I feel terrible daily that the service I work within cannot help people more but that’s how it is right now and having the attitude that you are owed so much from a resource that just doesn’t exist right now will not help. The nhs cannot fix everything and cannot be relied on to sort out Beckie’s life. She will not win an award at the end of her life for enduring the most suffering so the best thing she can do is be grateful for what she has and as a matter of urgency, enroll in therapy. It’ll do her so much more good than an adhd label or talking into her camera and will be so much more valuable than overpaying the mortgage etc.
Beckie if you are reading this, please get a good therapist and watch how your life can change. You have a lot of potential and lamenting in the woe is me narrative is not going to progress you. This is a website where you can find a registered practitioner - https://www.bacp.co.uk/search/Therapists
I would genuinely love to see her get help. NPD has a lot of negative connotations but it’s not your fault if you have it but you do need to address it and therapy is going to be way more helpful than any ADHD diagnosis or medications (in my opinion!)
She’s not accepting any of my burner account follow requests and I really needed some sound advice on overcoming migraines by swiveling throwup around in a bucket
She stopped breathing in the shower??
But how do you convince a narcissist that doesn't believe therapy will work for them, to do therapy properly? Everything you say is 100% good advice, but Rebecca won't take it.
Thank you for sharing this and your professional thoughts, it was a very eloquent and interesting read!
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Surely forced impatient at that point? Which is horrible but maybe the only way?
I don't think being an annoying person who pretends to have migraine attacks and likes to complain about the NHS and other things that dont go to her liking warrands a forced impatient to be honest. I mean, I get she must have mental things going on beside the Autism and ADHD that she claims but she doesnt seem like a true threat to herself or others.
I agree, I don’t think she is an immediate threat in the sense of physically harming someone, but I do believe in a more emotional and mental way that she is abusive/manipulative in relationships from different things that have been said and shared by her. I guess what I mean to say is, if we take at face value she is a true NPD person who is manipulative to others, at that point what do you do? She believes she’s better than the help that is offered but still goes on to strain the system with her need for attention and sympathy?
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