I am absolutely triggered by her latest posts. It was almost a surely, surely she isn’t saying this out loud moment.
She is the most selfish, narcissistic, nasty person I’ve come across I think. She doesn’t deserve that poor gorgeous boy and he certainly doesn’t deserve her. How dare you undermine the challenges that ND children (and adults) face. How f@cking dare she aff link a ND test.
Guess what Ash. I adore my child (you know like most mothers do, but don’t feel the need to protest it quite so much) but I have worked damn hard to get a diagnosis, work closely with school/SENCO, coached their dad who didn’t see it (and is also undiagnosed ASD), and my family who didn’t understand it. Spent hours reading and planning strategies to support them, and me. That’s because being ND DOES matter and it matters a lot. It is heartbreaking, frightening and frustrating to have a child who never sleeps, has such huge disregulation that they self harm and harm you too, talk about wishing they weren’t here, hates themselves and hears so much negative language due to not ‘conforming’ has to leave what should be lovely events because it’s too loud and overly stimulating, has PDA so even before leaving the house at 7:45am to go to a proper job I may have been hit, drawers slammed on me, things thrown, tears and then the fallout on the way to school where they are desperately sorry and talk about wishing they weren’t here (and not wanting to let them go at the school gates). I could go on as that is only the surface. I too have seen children handed over to the system because the levels of violence towards parents, siblings, carers. Parents needing psychiatric help themselves. How dare you undermine and underplay the challenges. If your child was psychically disabled would that not matter either? Would they just be expected to live without any adjustments because it didn’t matter anyway.
As for the online test, there is a reason there is a hugely long list to be diagnosed. It’s because it isn’t a flippant as an online test, it’s a long process that requires specialist, clinical, psychiatric, medical input.
I’ll gladly diagnose you Ash, with narcissism. You may very well be ND yourself but that doesn’t preclude you from just being damn right horrible.
Sorry for the rant