It's the heels at Legoland for me
He looks unwell. Drawn and Peaky. Poor wee guy.Genuinely, and I'm not just saying this... I have NEVER seen a more miserable kid around their parents before, why doesn't she care?
He’s absolutely going to have attachment traumaI’m gonna sound wild here but I was researching Dahmer the other day (bit of a serial killer interest ) and his childhood was exactly like Alf’s. Ignored, showed no emotions and unable to express emotions. I’m not saying Alf’s on a psychotic path to being a murderer but this upbringing is going to duck him up massively
This is so sadHere’s the months log. Started getting harder throughout the month as she’s been shiftier about being so open about how much she leaves him.
Thur 1st- childcare- she went hospital app
Fri 2nd- grandparents - she’s in Ireland
Sat 3rd- grandparents - Ireland
Sun 4th- picked up from gp in afternoon
Mon 5th- childminders / nanny put him to bed as Ashley in London (podcast)
Tue 6th- childcare during day. ‘Shoot at home’ said only sees Alf 30 mins am, 1.5 hours pm. Goes to forest
Wed 7th- childminders and gb news. (Had to look after alf from 5-6!)
Thur 8th- nursery all day then out for agents party
Fri 9th- nothing confirmed from stories
Sat 10th- tnb birthday, bbq - Alf there
Sun 11th- presume with Alf during day then gb news (woke up in the morning covered in sick and diarrhoea)
Mon 12th- nana looked after him as was sick, she went to Italy
Tue 13th- Italy
Wed 14th- Italy
Thur 15th- Italy- home in afternoon. Made lasagne. First meal the 3 of them eating the same thing!
Fri 16th- forest in morning with Alf, on train in evening, didn’t show where she was off to but out again. At nannys for the night
Sat 17th- nannys night before. London for hair appointment. With Alf in afternoon at nanas
Sun 18th- with Alf at nanas
Mon 19th- looks like all at nanas for weekend
Tue 20th- usual childcare
Wed 21st- childcare then gbnews
Thur 22nd- nothing confirmed but childcare is on a Thursday. Confirmed on her Twitter she was out (Addison Lee!)
Fri 23rd- grandparents down looked after him all day
Sat 24th- family around
Sun 25th- family round?
Mon 26th- usual Child care plus pregnancy announcement
Tue 27th- usual child care
Wed 28th- usual child care
Thur 29th-usual child care
Fri 30th- child care