omg this i completely agree with. i also have struggled with restrictive eating etc in the past and i would have complete crying meltdowns over dominos giving me the non vegan dip and tiny things like that!! it’s honestly horrible watching her stories and seeing her doing all these same things (eg the soup thing) that me and i think a lot of people can relate toI really wish she would just stop posting so much. Someone here earlier said she’s really triggering and honestly it’s so true. I think a lot of people (like me) are following her rn because we’ve been in similar situations and really want the best for her and are rooting for her to come out of this with a truly healthy mindset, but every story she posts where she’s talking to the camera seems sooooo transparent to me, it’s very hard to watch. Maybe it’s because I’m a little bit older than her and can now see that the only way to get better is by really commitment to accepting yourself - which is SO HARD, and “fake it till you make it” can actually be helpful as a mantra-type technique, don’t get me wrong. But once you’ve gone through it yourself it’s easy to recognize someone who is forcing it, and there are too many girls her own age and younger who are looking to her for recovery tips and advice. Normally I would never comment on this because I know everyone’s experience is extremely personal but I know if I had seen her account when I was younger it would have really made it harder for me to come out of the hole I was in. If she wants to produce authentic “recovery content”, even in real time, she should not be promoting any kind of restrictive diet - her freak out over the soup was the final straw for me. I’ve struggled with similar issues and I like to follow a plant based diet (now that I’m a few years into recovery! Not a few weeks!!) and don’t think it necessarily has to be restrictive when you’re in a healthy mindset, due to all the alternative options offered these days (many of these options just happen to have high fat contents, which might scare someone in her shoes). I just can’t truthfully believe she cares that much about a bit of milk for any reasons other than (subconscious or not) restriction. It’s just too soon and her raw reaction to that was a dead giveaway to me. Anyway that’s my rant.