I feel for everybody
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I’d been very positive as you know but now I’ve completely lost it. Why have we had all these promises of the vaccine will get us back to normal really soon and now they are being more cautious than ever. Yes they need to be careful and make sure hospitals aren’t overwhelmed but seriously if millions more vulnerable are going to be vaccinated by the end of this month what is the point?
I was happy with 15 but the more I think about it it seems really silly wearing a big dress for what will essentially be a sit down meal? We will probably still be paying way too much money for that. We want to get married this year but I’d rather have a registry office with just our parents.
All tbe excitement of getting ready with my bridesmaids in the morning? Partner getting ready with his mates, having a fun time, staying over and eating breakfast together the next day. Not the main part of a wedding but still so much quality time with people that we aren’t going to get. It was bad enough knowing we can’t have stag and hen, honeymoon etc. I’m properly gutted.
I feel like if they’d said at the beginning of this year it’s still going to be a very long time before things get sorted then we wouldn’t have had a bit of hope left. It’s shit and I don’t know how to make any of you feel better.
I know a lot of people think we are shallow or whatever for wanting a nice wedding but I look back through years of family and friends weddings and I feel sad that we won’t get our special day
I’m sure I’ll be able to feel more positive when I’ve accepted it. Hope everybody is doing ok!
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