I may get no replies im abit late to the thread
what does gaslight mean? Or an exmaple of it?
While it wasn't a romantic relationship, I experienced gaslighting quite a bit in what I came to realise was a really toxic friend group. For instance, if I ever remembered something that the other girls didn't, it was never 'oh, I don't remember that, sorry' but always "that didn't happen" and/or "you're making that up"(mostly from the 'queen bee' of the group). Even if it was something as innocuous as just mentioning something from a conversation we'd had previously - even when I could remember it clearly and was so sure that pinpoint exactly where we were when it happened - I
had to be lying about it because they were always right
Yet if I ever didn't remember something, it was my fault for 'not paying attention' or 'not listening', etc.
It might seem like a minor thing and I know my experience definitely wasn't as extreme as some people's, but it definitely has an impact. While I can't remember exactly what I said to cause one particular argument, I still remember those feelings of doubt and humiliation because of how frosty they'd turn over nothing and how belittling it was to be called a liar by my closest friends (in public)
But that kind of unwillingness to believe they could be in the wrong is a massive red flag to me now. Same as when anyone instantly acts somebody like somebody is a stick in the mud for not 'getting a joke' or for letting them break rules, etc - any outright refusal to hold their hands up and apologise or at least acknowledge maybe their behaviour wasn't right/appropriate just speaks volumes about how little that person respects others imo.