Hello all,
Just caught up reading all the posts I have missed. I have been MIA here for a while now. I got a Rheumatologist appointment I have been waiting for about ten months. Finally, I got to see the Rheumatologist today. A resident also accompanied her to our appointment. They were both so lovely.
They suspect that I might have this rare condition called IGG-4 related disease. So, I got 7 tubes of blood drawn from me. I was not ready for that haha.
The doctors and the nurses were all so lovely but the receptionist lady was a pain in the butt kinda. She is one of those ignorant people who think that non-white folks don't speak English. I walked up to the reception and she was like "What is your first language?" I said, "English." She gave me a funny look and asked, "So, you grew up speaking English?" Like
bleeping DUH! My health card does say International because I am not Canadian but like come on. She was so annoying. I was like "Yes, I'm American." She did not seem to be happy that I was not as exotic as she thought I would. People like this make me fume lowkey. The rest of the people were lovely, though. The girl who did my bloodwork and I chatted about our favorite coffee shop in town because it took a while to get all that blood drawn and we were like okay, small talk.
I will have to do an ultrasound for my neck and face. The doctor told me just to make sure but she says she thinks I am okay. I hope I am okay.
Had a freakout late Friday night (okay, Saturday wee early hours of the morning) at Blondie's because I was getting flashbacks about people who criminally harassed me and stalked me over a year ago. I have posted about it here a few threads before. I know they won't hurt me anymore and that I am safe (at least, that's what my case managers and police and my lawyer tell me) but I am still so paranoid and I get so scared and sad sometimes. It was the first time I shared about it with Blondie (not the details though, just the gist) and he was such a good sport. So kind and caring. He was proper pissed at these criminals for what they did to me though. I am also pissed but I think I was much more scared and anxious. I hate flashbacks.
On a lighter note, I got my nails done! My toenails are white and I got chrome nails for my fingers! They all look so cute and I am very pleased with my nail tech. Also got my brows and lower legs waxed so I am silky smooth. I love it! I am so ready for my birthday trip this weekend! Right now, I feel like a baby seal.
@watermelon sugar Sending so much love to you. We are all here to support you and listen to you. You can always message me anytime. I am here to listen. I consider you a very good friend.
@AnderbeauJohnson How do you like your new shoes? I have also been struggling with weight/body image/ED so I always sympathize and empathize whenever I see your posts on the same topic. Wish we could go on walks together. I am too lazy and socially awkward to go on walks alone. Also, have you had your second appointment already? I haven't seen you post about it yet. Maybe I did not see an update if you already posted one though.
@xx3221 Really well done on reporting. Again, we believe you here and I am so proud you reported!
@WilmaHun Congratulations on the house! I am very late to the party but just wanted to say it anyway!
I think someone asked last week what I did for a living because of the offices with beds. I am in a Ph.D. program at a research university in Canada. I also teach and conduct research at the same time. Because office buildings are still closed due to Covid here, my school gave out residence rooms for researchers to do work in instead during the summer months. So, that's how I ended up with a comfy bed in my "office." School opens again in September and the regular offices are now okay to reopen so I will be back to a room with a desk and bookshelves, no bed.
Sending love and hugs to all those who need it. Hope everyone's week is kicking off well!
Oh, and
@bolimepipi you are NOT boring. I love you! I am here if you ever want to talk. Enjoy your holidays!
@Libbylulu Thinking of you. Hope your kitty is doing better.
@Raymond Luxury-Yacht I miss you. Just wanted to let you know. Again, I am in solidarity with you in the frustration with body image. Hope things are better at home for you.