If you struggled with anxiety Chris you wouldn't act the way you do. I'm having help with anxiety and stepping out my front door to go to work take my children to school is hard work I want to hide away. I'm quiet and withdrawn I'm not going out to be seen and heard, when these allegations came out innocent or guilty you would of stopped doing what you were and tried to go back to a private life, but you was ballsy you carried on that's not someone who has anxiety or mental health. Your an absolute idiot and watching your daily vlogs you don't have friends except skate people who probably don't have a choice to hang out with you, why don't you have friends a youngish bloke 3 kids a life always in Leeds you should have a number of friends to go out and socialise with but your unlikeable unrelatable and a sad lonely man who watched YouTube with his lazyass wife and wanted to be just like their idols zoe and Alfie, Chris you try to dress act talk and have same likes as Alfie, chai lattes Alfie mentions next you do, sushi Alfie loves the next you want sushi your pathetic, spare your dribble to people gullable enough to believe it, for adults older or maturer than you we don't buy it. Mental health has been really spoken about recently so is this you Chris trying to jump on the wagon to try to win over and manipulate people into feeling sorry for yourself and like you again, or is it you trying to get views to line your pockets... If your sincere switch of monitise or whatever it is and do video for free... Bet you won't.