Loneliness is so hard. Having supportive family and reconnecting can be such a boost. I have a strained relationship with mine but of course still love them and it is complicated. When we do have a good visit, it grounds me a bit. I’m glad you had that happiness. Even if short-lived, it’s good to know the things that bring joy to us and push ourselves a bit to seek them to tide us through the harder times.Yo seems like the temporary cure to mine is linking up with my family members. I was with my family for the weekend and felt very happy. I think loneliness also plays a huge role in our depression
Just want to say what you said about situations being out of your control resonated with me. I mean, yes we know we should accept things we cannot change so that we can move forward, but some situations are very very hard. Do you have anyone you can talk to to help you try to deal with the things you can’t deal with? I’m in that process right now, looking for a therapist or similar, but it’s an overwhelming task. I think we all wear masks to an extent, especially when we are going through hard things, it feels like where would I even begin, so easier to go through the expected motions. I don’t have answers, just relating. Christmas can sod off this year especiallyI want to run away. I find life incredibly difficult at times and this is one of them. I don’t have anywhere to go though. I feel hopeless and helpless as a parent, I can’t deal with a particular situation (well a couple really) and I have no control over either.
I also hate Christmas and it’ll be here in no time. I wish there was a way you could ‘opt out’ of the whole thing because I get sucked into it, buying and wrapping gifts, cards, the music…and then it’s here and it’s tit.
Im so good at masking how I feel but the mask is slipping more and more and I’m worried where it’s all going to end. Life is difficult enough without having depression too.
I don't see any of that as pathetic. It's hard being on your own. How are you feeling today? Have you thought about exploring meetup groups or joining book groups or volunteering ?I’m so pathetic I really am, I just don’t know what else to do, I should think myself lucky my kids spend time with their dad & I get time to myself but that’s the problem, I have absolutely nobody. I’m sat in my bed at the moment crying, it’s a Saturday night people are out or spending time with others & I’ve got a bottle of gin to keep me company, I have no friends. My kids say I should be happy in my own company & yes I am at times but it’s too much of my own company, I feel my life passing me by so much right now. All I do is cry, when I go to bed then I can’t sleep cos I have nobody to talk to. I just don’t know what to do at all, I’ve come off social media cos I’m sick & tired of seeing everyone else happy with their partners or people out with friends, I just feel invisible & only ever wanted when it’s for someone else’s gain, sorry to rant on.
I'm sorry for you loss. Do you have a good support system in place? There's also a lot of charities that also help support with bereavement. My cousin used the grief network but they might be London only.Hi everyone, how are we doing?
I really thought I was on the mend, taking my meds again and slowly improving, but thenand it all went downhill. I just feel very very down most of the time and have nightmares almost every night. I’m tired and jealous of everyone who seems to be living a happy life. I really don’t know if I can take it.my brother-in-law died last week
I was alone at Christmas last year and I just wanted the day to be over. Is it possible to move your schedule around and go see family sooner?I think I'm going to be alone at Christmas I know it isn't really a big deal, and I'll be seeing family a few days later, but I dunno... Just to be sat at home on my own, which I do every day anyway makes me feel down
I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so cruel that you were on the mend before then. I want to say that you will get to that place again (because you will), but I know how hard it is to think that way when you’re dealing with a bereavement When I was struggling with a loss, a friend reminded me that grief can be exhausting, it really does take it out of you, so please take care of yourself xHi everyone, how are we doing?
I really thought I was on the mend, taking my meds again and slowly improving, but thenand it all went downhill. I just feel very very down most of the time and have nightmares almost every night. I’m tired and jealous of everyone who seems to be living a happy life. I really don’t know if I can take it.my brother-in-law died last week
Thank you Yes, I’m getting enough support, doesn’t make it much easier thoughI'm sorry for you loss. Do you have a good support system in place? There's also a lot of charities that also help support with bereavement. My cousin used the grief network but they might be London only.
It might sound cliched but despite all the smiling photos not everyone feels that way all the time.
Thank you so much! I spent a lot of time pretending I was okay before finally admitting I wasn’t. After all, why should I be? I might not have been his closest relative but I loved him still. I see him in my dreams all of the time, I sometimes see people who look like him or have a similar sounding voice on the street, and it’s so painful to realise it’s someone else. I just hate how grief added up to my depression and self-hatred@Raymond Luxury-Yacht i can’t imagine how tough things are you right now. Grief isn’t easy. Especially as you are already suffering with depression. Please don’t focus on how you see other people’s lives being happy. Most of the time it’s a facade and not the real story. Sending you big hugs for healing
Thank you so much, you are very kind I’m absolutely desperate to get there again, but now I’m numb at best or sick and nauseous from negative feelings. I’ve decided I’ll just give myself some timeI’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so cruel that you were on the mend before then. I want to say that you will get to that place again (because you will), but I know how hard it is to think that way when you’re dealing with a bereavement When I was struggling with a loss, a friend reminded me that grief can be exhausting, it really does take it out of you, so please take care of yourself x
What could they say to be more helpful?Don't you just love it when you suffer from an anxiety disorder and you tell someone you're anxious and they just say "it'll be ok". Yeah really bleeping helpful! Im suddenly cured