Sending you
.
The last two days have been awful. I have got back into bad behaviours, like you, the things that “should” make a difference feel
tit and I want to sit on the sofa in my joggers and watch breaking bad in its entirety.
When I feel like this, it is like 2 1/2 years ago is rearing its head. Those feelings are knocking at the door and it is taking every single ounce of my strength not to let them in. I have to not eat everything, not restrict, not curl in a ball and want to hide from the world. The pressure in my chest is huge. Even writing this is causing pain.
Sorry to be a misery. Particularly on a long weekend when we are all meant to be having the most fun ever.
To those that are struggling,
. To those that are having time with family or friends,
.
Xxx