My final post: I saw the latest snaps. I really don’t speak out of hate but familiarity. I’m sad that she thinks this is aspirational, or any girl ever. yeah we all want this in theory let’s be real with our hearts we all want a certain part of what she has lived even for a second one day; because we’re humans with desires. but when you live it, this ugly and weirdly balanced life of sin, you wake up one day and realize you are an empty, and mentally Ill person and everything you think or speak is out of genuine mental and social deformities due to the way you lived your life. At least if you reflect you do. I really do believe everything she’s going through rn is a midlife crisis. I see a good soul in her rants and gruesome comments, trying so hard to fight with ego to make sense of the mistakes she pushed herself into, because she can’t prove the haters right even if it’ll cost her her whole sanity. She can’t return to what’s right because of the grave public humiliation that she will receive unfortunately from many in the religious community. May god save you all from such a difficult test and guide her one day to overcome it ameen.
Please if you’re a young girl don’t chase this, she isn’t happy. None of them are. They sometimes have enough money to hide their misery, that is all. And when they don’t like fyza, and many others, they end up in this chaotic never ending battle with their own mind, unfortunately public for you to see.
If you haven’t found peace in god try again, and again, real religion not just spirituality. with governing laws that protect you even against your own desires.
I always feel the need to make this post and I hold myself back because some people may take it as a superiority or something it’s not, I hope this reaches someone who needs it. I feel stuck in my own sinful pits to this day and seeing influencers like her (and like the people who pushed her to be this way perhaps) who have made a younger generation chase this false glamour at the expense of their morality, it really pushed me to say those words on this thread, because at the heart of it, we should talk about the cautionary tale of it all.
sorry for the long post, I won’t contribute anymore as I don’t have any more relevant words to share, this is about all the purpose I can contribute to the gossip with. Goodbye all, it was nice talking to you and I truly felt like we were close. Take care