Sounds familiar! Although not sure I had a body of anyone's dreams dressed
however definitely looked small. Same thought too, that what looked slim in clothes was a bit extreme for people not into competitions etc without them. Strange situation of feeling like arms looked good and lean in one way, for example, but ending up kind of covering them at times because just "too much" for normal life and only worthy of approval in the gym or with a minority. And the weirdness of looking back at photos of when I'd gained pounds and thought I was huge...but wasn't at all. It really is a bit headwrecking.