I woke in no form this morning, burnt out, fed up and broke. My hair needs colouring, all the grey.. my brows have disappeared and my skin has decided to break out all on my jaw line. I've to shake it off now and get my shit together and take the kids for a weekend of fun where I'll have to be sociable with all the parents while looking and feeling like a big toe. I only know them through the school and never feel comfortable or good enough in their company.
However, I'm looking forward to feeling good about myself when sayrah comes on soon gob wide open yawning "mawrnaaan" and picking at her eye crust before picking at her teeth looking for the remnants of last nights snack party
![Face savoring food :yum: 😋](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f60b.png)
Greasy, grimy hair, nails encrusted in germs, picking, pulling and rubbing at herself, telling us how hectic and busy and how Belly buster slept or didn't fucking sleep.
What she spends in a day, I wouldn't spend in 6 months on self care and cosmetic shite. I still look cleaner and nicer than this goblin.