Eyes Wide Open Now
Chatty Member
Hi trolls,
Could someone point me in the direction to get on the freedom project? Real one, not the Rachel show!!
I thought I was healing, I have been no contact and yesterday he managed to get a way through to make me find out about his new girlfriend, one that he had been seeing behind my back, while gaslighting the fuck out of me that it was all in my head. My daughter and his nephew still talk, and even though the nephew had known for weeks (my ex took him out with the new gf the week we split up) he only told my daughter yesterday, sending her screenshots of them from 3 weeks ago, just 2 days after I had missed calls from a no caller ID.
I can’t be certain that he’s manipulated his nephew into coming out with it now, it could all be a coincidence, but i also know how spiteful and petty he is, and would try and hurt me even though I’ve not contacted him again and he’s in this new relationship.
I genuinely don’t want him, something like this before (it’s happened many times with various women) would have made me contact him, I would have directly asked her what had been going on. But this time I have done nothing, I refuse to let him know I’m hurt. I want to heal, I want to break this awful trauma bond.
I was getting better because I didn’t know anything, but now I know I’m spiralling.
I know he will be the same awful person to her eventually and at the moment he’s love bombing the fuck out of her. But it still fucking hurts so much.
So many of you have said that the freedom programme has helped massively. I need some help.
Sorry for going on, just needed a vent, not slept much and feel stupidly emotional
Could someone point me in the direction to get on the freedom project? Real one, not the Rachel show!!
I thought I was healing, I have been no contact and yesterday he managed to get a way through to make me find out about his new girlfriend, one that he had been seeing behind my back, while gaslighting the fuck out of me that it was all in my head. My daughter and his nephew still talk, and even though the nephew had known for weeks (my ex took him out with the new gf the week we split up) he only told my daughter yesterday, sending her screenshots of them from 3 weeks ago, just 2 days after I had missed calls from a no caller ID.
I can’t be certain that he’s manipulated his nephew into coming out with it now, it could all be a coincidence, but i also know how spiteful and petty he is, and would try and hurt me even though I’ve not contacted him again and he’s in this new relationship.
I genuinely don’t want him, something like this before (it’s happened many times with various women) would have made me contact him, I would have directly asked her what had been going on. But this time I have done nothing, I refuse to let him know I’m hurt. I want to heal, I want to break this awful trauma bond.
I was getting better because I didn’t know anything, but now I know I’m spiralling.
I know he will be the same awful person to her eventually and at the moment he’s love bombing the fuck out of her. But it still fucking hurts so much.
So many of you have said that the freedom programme has helped massively. I need some help.
Sorry for going on, just needed a vent, not slept much and feel stupidly emotional