After all of my symptoms disappeared last week and still haven't returned, added to the stress and panic of last night, I've caved and booked a private scan for tomorrow. If something is wrong I want to know sooner rather than waiting another 2 weeks for my 12 week nhs scan.
Good luck for tomorrow

I’m sure everything will be ok but I’d have done exactly the same in your position.
Pregnancy is such a wild ride. I had extra private scans because my sickness was so bad and I was worrying about how it would impact baby. But then I also booked a scan when my sickness became controlled by meds for a few days because I was worried it wasn’t the meds and meant bad news. I did literally about 100 tests before my sickness kicked in, even though I knew they could still show positive if something was wrong. Even after my first couple of private scans I kept testing even though I knew it meant nothing really. I think I said on here before but we flew long haul a week after I found out I was pregnant. I took sooo many tests with me (and used them all), I bought extra tests in the airport before we went and took them there and on the plane. I took a test as soon as we landed, then as soon as we got to the hotel. In the day I was sneaking back from the room several times to do a test. Whenever we went anywhere I had a few of the little strip tests with me and would test every time I went to the toilet. It was obsessive but because I only had sore boobs and stretching cramps I was convinced something would go wrong. When my HG kicked in I tested less but then the worry switched from what if I’ve lost the baby to what if my sickness harms the baby.
Started bleeding and bought myself a Doppler and ended up listening every day even though I’ve got no clue what I’m actually listening to, but I had to hear that heart beat sound because I was going crazy. Booked another scan to check him.
A few days ago Baby Raspberry was kicking and rolling all night and all morning, then he went quiet for an hour and I started poking him like crazy and downing fizzy drinks and contemplating ringing triage even though he obviously just wanted some sleep after being so active. Contemplated booking a scan even though we’d had one the day before but then he woke up again.
What I’m trying to say with that ramble is the anxiety over everything pregnancy related is something else, no matter what your symptoms or lack of symptoms you will be worrying. So do what you have to do to reassure yourself. If that means lots of private scans then go for it, if you need to ring EPU or triage for reassurance then do it. Your body is going through something huge and if a scan or a phone call gives you peace of mind then it’s worth it. I am so envious of the people who can pee on a stick and go for their nhs scans and that’s it. But not all of us can be like that so just do your pregnancy however is comfortable for you, and seek as much reassurance as you need in whatever form that is
