I dont have much advice but I can only reassure that you're not alone!Does anyone struggle with resentment towards their partner?
I feel jealous that he can swan off for an hour or 2 nearly everyday for a run & doesn’t do washing or clean the baby bottles/any cleaning.
I have made it clear I don’t mind doing those and the deal is that he cooks, however most nights at the moment we’re eating freezer food / ready meals, so it feels like I’m not getting anything in ‘return’.
I know it’s give & take but I feel like I’m doing everything atm.
He even made a fuss about me saying when he goes back to work can he make sure if I’ve forgotten to make myself lunch the night before to quickly do me a sandwich before he logs on for work (in case I want to just get out the house & to ensure I’m looking after myself!!) but apparently even that is too much.
Baby is only 4 weeks old today, the first week he did everything (I had a section and was trying to get into a rhythm with pumping) and he makes such a song & dance about how he did everything that first week whenever I say anything.
I’ve said all of this to him before but nothing changes and I’m not sure if it’s my hormones but I really question if he’s the person for me now.
When we’re good we’re great yet when I feel like I’m giving 100% whilst still recovering and caring for a newborn and cleaning up after him 24/7 and he can take himself for a half hour shower or go for a run without a second thought it’s so bleeping exhausting.
And he has such a complex about making sure we each do “our turn” of feeding. I wanted to go out for a bit the other morning and he said “ok when you get back you can do 2 feeds in a row since I’ll have to do yours” I told him don’t worry I’ll do all of them going forward if he didn’t want to feed him!!!
I don’t even know what I’m looking for but needed to get it off my chest!!
I would say a good percentage of relationships end up like this after having a baby.
You become the main parent.
My oldest is 10, we've got a 5 year old and 2 year old too and it's always been this way.
Even for example, even on his days off, I'm the one responsible for making sure the kids are up in time for school, getting them ready for school, making sure the 10 year olds lunch is packed. Making sure their homework is done/reading is done.
In 10 years, he's never done any homework with the kids. It doesn't even cross his mind.
He will often say "Well I do this this and this"
But forgets all the things I do. He thinks he does loads.
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Can't edit but just realised I said he hasn't done any homework in 10 years when obviously he hasn't been at school for 10 years
You know what I meant haha