I’ve started this thread because i needed to talk anonymously.
Im 26, i got with my partner when we was 16 and we have a child.
In my teens i was very adventurous with my sexuality - in secret. Secrets kept till this day.
I was very anti gay publicly. I don’t know why. 10-15 years ago i think there was more shame around it especially in my family.
I wouldn’t even hug people of the same gender.
Fast forward to now, and i just don’t know what to think. Penises do not turn me on. I don’t want to be penetrated by a man.
idk. Men make me cringe. When i watch porn - it never includes men. I love my other half, but i never want to ‘make love’
I just needed to write my feelings down somewhere safe.
Im 26, i got with my partner when we was 16 and we have a child.
In my teens i was very adventurous with my sexuality - in secret. Secrets kept till this day.
I was very anti gay publicly. I don’t know why. 10-15 years ago i think there was more shame around it especially in my family.
I wouldn’t even hug people of the same gender.
Fast forward to now, and i just don’t know what to think. Penises do not turn me on. I don’t want to be penetrated by a man.
idk. Men make me cringe. When i watch porn - it never includes men. I love my other half, but i never want to ‘make love’
I just needed to write my feelings down somewhere safe.