I’m SO
bleeping angry and can’t find the words to say?! (Sorry rant incoming)
I’m high risk and not physically well, I haven’t been for a year. It’s so bad my mum has to dress me most days and I spend my days in bed in the most incredible pain I’ve ever been in, from head to toe. The only time any of my household leave the house is for my hospital appointments, we haven’t seen anyone since March because of I get corona I could die.
My first treatment was delayed during the first lockdown as it was too risky so I was left in incredible pain for months. I’m on my 2nd treatment as the first didn’t go well but thank god I got on it before the second lockdown! I also need spinal surgery and this will probably be delayed now too. I’m laying in bed trying not to throw up from side effects, hoping to get through this and praying to get some of my life back.. to then see these influencers so detached from reality and hoping that I feel sorry for HER putting HERSELF in a position she knows is morally wrong but does it anyway! Honestly I’m so fed up of being so unwell, losing everything and my dignity, this really is the straw that’s broken my camels back!
Luckily I do not have anything life threatening, just debilitating. But peolosing their lives because there are so many life saving treatments, tests and surgeries have been delayed or cancelled due to covid because of people doing what they want to do this whole time! Like 3 holidays, mixing between house holds, going to different cities, breaking self isolation.. just to name a few!
also the ‘I have to live my life for me!’ No hun, we all need to live life for each other. The only way we will get through this pandemic is together.
now I will step away from the keyboard