Whew chile, Mia your attitude is gross and it shows. You remind me of Jeffrey Star, and it isn't to my surprise you like him. Let me give you a piece of advice, being a bitch is not gonna get you anywhere especially on youtube when you literally rely on your viewers for money and relevancy. Most people get turned off when someone is an asshole, and it only seems to me like you only like people who kiss your ass. i noticed you had an attitude a whiiiile back, but i was like you know what? I let it slide because teens have a bit of attitude, and I expected you to grow tf up once you had your baby but boy was I wrong. I understand some people might send hate, but hun I've read plenty of comments on your youtube, here, and on instagram and you might get like 3 hate comments TOPS. I genuinely advice you to get some help, it's not normal to be so defensive all the time and constantly victimize yourself. Whatever shit you went through with you dad explains why you're like this but it doesn't excuse it. Constantly making up lies about shit we know damn well nobody told you, and maybe they did I'm not you but it's not that deep however you want people to validate you, and pity you and that's not okay. Trust me, I've been the same and I have let men and boys treat me like shit because of it but you're stronger than that. Work on it, being the way you are isn't healthy but it CAN be changed. And I know you're probably in a shitty place mentally because of your birth and what not, and I completely understand but you live in the UK and you're privileged enough to get support for fucking free! Take advantage of the resources and work on yourself. And like so many people have said, take a break from social media. I mean if you have 10k in the bank and you basically live for free at your mum's I don't see why not...