Thank you for the lovely welcome.. he did indeed want to be an actor on emmerdale and prided himself of his ability to cry on the spot. He also idolises and fantasies about the mentally unwell characters in the show & becomes so obsessed with it all and takes notes on how to behave when you have a mental illness.
which was what the performance about “who needs tv, when it’s all up here”
When he begins to become suicidal, and the MH team get involved, he tells them he is sorry and that he understands he can’t continue to behave this way, similar to how he did with Emma from the travel lodge came in. He switches it in and off and it very good at it. Anybody who was genuinely in the way he claims he is would have been sectioned and put in a facility, he will not let it get this far as he knows damn well he will have his phone taken away and then what will he do beauts?
when the police come and the MH team comes he switches it all off and is “normal” again if you can call it that. He is very good at playing this game. He enjoys the travel lodge, he can do as he pleases, sid doesn’t like him going live, and of course not so late at night, so this is perfect for him. He can talk to his phone on live all night long and drink that he likes.
the things MM says about SG are untrue. he also only knew him for 3 months.
throw back to the time MM did his own lipsticks…oh &talked
tit about gonna tutorials and Lucy!
