I felt really sorry for him up until this point
To be honest, it’s hard to watch anybody be that upset and not feel some kind of empathy. HOWEVER, as soon as I find myself feeling that way, I remember all his lying, manipulative behaviour and it begins to waver.
He’s made racist comments, victimised people about on their weight and appearance, joked about suicide, mental health, encourages people to get into debt through his shit referral loan schemes, outed and said the most atrocious things about people that are no longer here to defend themselves and does this all on a public platform to thousands of people (some who are vulnerable and easily influenced)… the list could go on and on. He does not give a shit about anybody but himself. He craves attention and validation from strangers on the internet and goes to absolutely disgusting lengths to get it. Crying rape (I’m not saying he’s lying as such, but I have my suspicions) and suicide on the regular must be so deliberating for the people around him. He needs serious help before he does do something stupid. I don’t think he actually wants to die, and I know I certainly don’t want him to top himself, despite how much of a cretin I think he is, but I do worry he will accidentally do something very stupid whilst in the manic drunken states he gets in.
He needs to sort his life out and stop blaming everybody else around him for his shit show of a life. I think anybody with his life could easily fall into a spiral of depression. He has no friends, no job, lives at home, no social life. God, when I was 23, I was living the best years of my life. Sadly, nothing will change until HE decides to take responsibility for his own life and create his own happiness and purpose. The world owes you nothing Marcus, the sooner you realise that the better.