Obviously in a race with TamaraAnd another 1k added in less than 24 hours
Sending you lots of love and well wishes!!So long story I won't bore you with, but I'm recovering from an eating disorder at the moment. And I might be projecting, but I see so many signs of its nastiness at work in Lydia.
I see it in that she is always cold, and needs the fire on and sweatshirts even in summer.
I see it in her only eating 1 meal a day.
I see it in her nastiness and snark. I've spent months thinking of nothing but food and it's made me mean, mean and dismissive of everyone else around me. I rewatched the bora bora vlog, and she seems like quite good fun. She has a laugh with Ali at least. Now she takes everything, and herself, so so seriously, and finds no joy in life at all.
I see it in her always talking about how shes a size 4 or 6, and xs, how she needs even these sizes taken in. She has her fake boobs to stop her looking emaciated, but without these she would look extremely unhealthy jn my opinion.
I see it in her bad skin, her sad eyes, her thinning hair.
I even see it in her routines. I've been a notorious late riser, night owl my whole life. Until this gripped me, and I've started waking up at 5am, ravenous. I've always been lazy around the house, but I've become obsessed with cleaning, housework, decorating, anything to take my mind off eating. I see this in her too, with her morning routines and constant distractions (garden, decorating, shopping).
I'm trying to self recover at the moment. Ironically this was brought on by an episode of bingeing / laxative abuse / purging after restricting for weeks and the mad binge monster kicking in. However this time I ended up simultaneously shitting myself and vomiting all over my bathroom, destroying my bath mat, and genuinely thinking I was going to die as I didn't have the energy to cope. Couldn't move to clean it up for half an hour, heart racing, and thinking I'm too old for this shit.
I'm now in the "feeding the extreme hunger" phase which is basically giving in to all the ridiculous fucked up hunger signals you are getting (body after being starved for so long wants more more MORE, I must have eaten around 10,000 calories yesterday and was still hungry). It was lockdown that brought this on so I'm scared the new lockdown is going to send me backwards, but we shall see.
Anyway, back to our favourite cunt. I really do see parallels, and hope she is OK. As much as she is a dick, this disease has no mercy and it would explain a hell of a lot about the complete 180 in her character.
The England national lockdown starts Thursday until Dec 2 (Wales and Scotland are under a different schedule and some parts of England are already locked down). There is panic buying of food again even though the supply chain is fine and supermarkets and takeaways are remaining open. Most people have far more basic problems to sort out than Christmas shopping..... like jobs, mental health, children, elderly parents.So I’m confused. In Ali story he said IF we go into lockdown. And then proceeds to say they are going Christmas shopping. Maybe I misread the article on CNN. Tattlers nearby can you let us know boots on the ground? And from across the pond this seems really insensitive to not say anything about those suffering, losing businesses, lives. All they think about is drinking indoors with friends and Xmas shopping for themselves.
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Tamara who has like 10 MILLION views of her very creative reels. Lydia is here with elastic and copying.Obviously in a race with TamaraView attachment 296122
Thank you! And now I’m reflecting on my post. Yes! Good to get out to support local businesses and to make sure older and at risk friends and family have what they need for the next month! May all the local businesses reap the rewards of the sage parade and rustic rejeeege of this house that looks great as-is. Hugs to you and all small business and restaurants and others dealing with another lockdown during Xmas buying time and group booking events time of year.The England national lockdown starts Thursday until Dec 2 (Wales and Scotland are under a different schedule and some parts of England are already locked down). There is panic buying of food again even though the supply chain is fine and supermarkets and takeaways are remaining open. Most people have far more basic problems to sort out than Christmas shopping..... like jobs, mental health, children, elderly parents.
Of course Lidl will have sorted out delivery slots while elderly and vulnerable people can't get any (like last time) and she doesn't have any other worries so she is free to shop.
The main issue with the lockdown is balancing the nation's health with the economy so it's difficult to criticise people who can afford to shop from doing do and possibly helping businesses that are struggling.
I'm not standing up for her because I think she has no understanding, empathy or sensitivity about other people's situations and doesn't want to educate herself.
How hard would it be to say "I'm just popping out to the local shops before lockdown to see if I can help during this difficult time".
This is brilliant again @Oops...Book Consumption
When I consume a book I think
That standing upright at the sink
Is beneficial to digestion
Leather spine? Now there’s a question
I find that leather spines are tough
Though I digest them well enough
When car-lease docs are there for pudding
Or when the terrace walls are flooding
Yes - books are such a good distraction
Though indigestion can cause traction
When appetite comes to a halt
I simply add a pinch of salt
I love a good bucolic tome
I chew and chew - then groan and groan
And wait for all good words to pass
With flatulence and fragrant gas
Dostoyevsky, Cartland, Lee
All taste the same to little me
I like a book that’s foxed with age
That feeds me with a good beige page
The horror beds are all installed
The trolls are told they’re all stonewalled
So I retire to my sofa
And order books brought by a gopher
There by the fireside I consume
Another thick, unread vol-ume
My best life’s here - I feel replete
Beneath my Lois Vuitton sheet...
Looks like crap, tastes like crap.Lydiots now copying Josies mac and cheese obsessionView attachment 296221
How cute, they also have matching salt and pepper grindersLydiots now copying Josies mac and cheese obsessionView attachment 296221
With side of BREAD, same salt and pepper and rightful place of D list influencers in England full ofLydiots now copying Josies mac and cheese obsessionView attachment 296221
I checked two days ago Tamara's engagement rate and it was actually under Lydia's. How? Don't ask me.Obviously in a race with TamaraView attachment 296122
So long story I won't bore you with, but I'm recovering from an eating disorder at the moment. And I might be projecting, but I see so many signs of its nastiness at work in Lydia.
I see it in that she is always cold, and needs the fire on and sweatshirts even in summer.
I see it in her only eating 1 meal a day.
I see it in her nastiness and snark. I've spent months thinking of nothing but food and it's made me mean, mean and dismissive of everyone else around me. I rewatched the bora bora vlog, and she seems like quite good fun. She has a laugh with Ali at least. Now she takes everything, and herself, so so seriously, and finds no joy in life at all.
I see it in her always talking about how shes a size 4 or 6, and xs, how she needs even these sizes taken in. She has her fake boobs to stop her looking emaciated, but without these she would look extremely unhealthy jn my opinion.
I see it in her bad skin, her sad eyes, her thinning hair.
I even see it in her routines. I've been a notorious late riser, night owl my whole life. Until this gripped me, and I've started waking up at 5am, ravenous. I've always been lazy around the house, but I've become obsessed with cleaning, housework, decorating, anything to take my mind off eating. I see this in her too, with her morning routines and constant distractions (garden, decorating, shopping).
I'm trying to self recover at the moment. Ironically this was brought on by an episode of bingeing / laxative abuse / purging after restricting for weeks and the mad binge monster kicking in. However this time I ended up simultaneously shitting myself and vomiting all over my bathroom, destroying my bath mat, and genuinely thinking I was going to die as I didn't have the energy to cope. Couldn't move to clean it up for half an hour, heart racing, and thinking I'm too old for this shit.
I'm now in the "feeding the extreme hunger" phase which is basically giving in to all the ridiculous fucked up hunger signals you are getting (body after being starved for so long wants more more MORE, I must have eaten around 10,000 calories yesterday and was still hungry). It was lockdown that brought this on so I'm scared the new lockdown is going to send me backwards, but we shall see.
Anyway, back to our favourite cunt. I really do see parallels, and hope she is OK. As much as she is a dick, this disease has no mercy and it would explain a hell of a lot about the complete 180 in her character.
The driest looking stodge grosssssLydiots now copying Josies mac and cheese obsessionView attachment 296221
And she’s back!! Wonderful poem, @Oops.Book Consumption
When I consume a book I think
That standing upright at the sink
Is beneficial to digestion
Leather spine? Now there’s a question
I find that leather spines are tough
Though I digest them well enough
When car-lease docs are there for pudding
Or when the terrace walls are flooding
Yes - books are such a good distraction
Though indigestion can cause traction
When appetite comes to a halt
I simply add a pinch of salt
I love a good bucolic tome
I chew and chew - then groan and groan
And wait for all good words to pass
With flatulence and fragrant gas
Dostoyevsky, Cartland, Lee
All taste the same to little me
I like a book that’s foxed with age
That feeds me with a good beige page
The horror beds are all installed
The trolls are told they’re all stonewalled
So I retire to my sofa
And order books brought by a gopher
There by the fireside I consume
Another thick, unread vol-ume
My best life’s here - I feel replete
Beneath my Lois Vuitton sheet...
That looks fkin vile!With side of BREAD, same salt and pepper and rightful place of D list influencers in England full ofand . Honestly I’m over these two who only care about themselves. I’m focused on my local friends who need help and Josie and Lydia can earn what they have done by being selfish flog anything money gibbing pieces of crap.
Sadly Glittergirl was blocked and can't "consume" them any more. I think she was a fan of the poems, or did I misunderstand her?
Insensitive, can see why her and Millen are friendsView attachment 296021
I think she was querying why we are spending time writing poems and comments on somebody we don't like.Sadly Glittergirl was blocked and can't "consume" them any more. I think she was a fan of the poems, or did I misunderstand her?
Is it really Mac and cheese if it isn’t made with Macaroni thoughLydiots now copying Josies mac and cheese obsessionView attachment 296221
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