I’m in a complete stinker of a mood, maybe why I’m angry posting a bit much on the GS thread
I have this rage about a situation in my RL and it’s been here all day
Hope you’re okay
@scotall and know we are all here for you
Which loons are on the drink then? x
Me shocker! I started at 2 though! They've all gone to bed so I have peace!
Well kids I'm getting you all confused over which son I'm so about so
Child 1 is J...no funny business
25
Child 2 is O 19
Child 3 is M who has the baby with His gf J 17
Child 4 is S 14
Hope you can all keep up cos I can't
Child O is the 1 that's playing funny fuckers & his gf is the one who announced they were engaged with out telling us......she messaged me this afternoon to say thank you for the card my son hasn't
I just said you're welcome pet
My other boys are raging because they know its really affecting me. Obviously yous know about my skin being sore but my fucking hair is coming out again through it
My dad came down this morning & I said if O rings you please don't tell him we are having a curry & drinks & he went off it.
He said I can see the stress coming out of you & I'm not having it. My dad notices nowt.
My boys are very protective if his royal even gives me a dirty look they tell him off. I get cuddles every day & girls it's really upsetting me that our O is so distant.
I'm not a clingy mam they all have their own lives (they have a tenancy to tell me anything whether I want to know or not
) His royal laughs because if I'm putting my makeup on they hop on my bed & tell me what's going on in their lives or just pop their heads in my room to dance & sing ( I've always got my music blasting!) & it sad because me & our O love 2pac & Biggy so we would be rapping badly while I was getting my glam on when he was at home
What if I've got a Lauren on my hands???
My dad gets annoyed because I'm an only child
I'm sure he thinks I'm 10 not frigging 45 nearly 46 & I'm struggling because my mam's not here to vent to & my family just want to go off it if I get upset. I've told my friends to fuck off because they've been judgemental cunts over the baby being born because they're young & I shouldn't support them & their awful decisions
well guess what motherfuckers that's life & it's not always plain sailing
My husband doesn't even come before my boys & he knows that & isnt hurt by it btw that to me is being a mam!
...there's been hell on over the last 2 weeks with my supposed friends sniping & notbonevof them said hey girl are you ok? Do you need anything
fuck them I'd rather had nobody than awful humans who judge people when their own lives aren't perfect!
I feel sad why are people such twats girls?!
He said tonight you always put yourself out for other people & you never expect anything in return & I said well yeah that's so true but for once I'd like someone just to say Charlotte are you OK pet
Sorry for venting or any spelling mistakes I will snap out of it! Lots of love darlings
Sent from my blackboard & chalk (funny fucker
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Quotyou both
Mama Lizzy was here and she thinks my kitchen is like Tesco
She always says ‘ I couldn’t live here I’d be fat’
( I have a fukin massssive drinks and snacks collection no pantry)
She started on the booze
She had Wray and nephew actually then I could tell she was sloshed
I went upstairs and she goes I’m just getting a juice
I said you don’t need to tell me
I’ve literally got to the stairs and can smell the booze
She is absolutely fukin wasted
yeh I find when I’m in the worst of moods I post a lot there was one day in January I was out of control
Venting venting venting
Fuck it girl
Let it alllll out
sent from mi burner
When my mam got drunk which wasn't very often she would call us all fat bastards especially his royal ( who she loved more than me
) you know them little bottles of beer from aldi...5 of them & she'd go crazy it was hilarious! God I miss her doing that
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Always a fucking dickhead about!
I've mentioned previously my Mum's sister is a dick. This week she was in a foul mood around my Nan's and Foxling 2 laughed at something on the TV. This absolute shitstain of a human being screamed and swore at him, called him all sorts of name and threw a book at him. She missed. However, he's always got on with her and was left in floods of tears for a very long time.
I wasn't there. My Mum and Nan have both had screaming rows with yet since. She has doubled down and thinks her behaviour towards a 6 year old is acceptable. Mr Fox really wants to make her cry and is currently the only person willing to speak to her.
Foxling 2 is feeling better so I'm calming down.
Ahh here nah foxling 2 stot the book back off her head! Your surrogate auntie Lottie
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Hello gang. Heads bit better today. Still in turmoil but not in the state I was. Very tired. Asking church to pray for us tomorrow at service. Chilling out now. Reading latest news articles on Lozza and Konk.
I'm Catholic but not practising but I will say a little pray for you wor Luce & I wish pain & damnation on the fuckers who are upsetting you at a time like this mind! Selfish nasty bastards!
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for just me & his Mrs 
the same birthday cake that my Dads new Mrs made as well 
(MOTWYW)
