I see what you mean, and I have thought guilty all the way through, and for me the insulin has always been the deciding factor.
Some of the earlier babies I have been less sure prove LLs guilt because of department mistakes, but I have still felt guilty overall because of the insulin.
Today's baby hits too close to home for personal reasons so I just can't read it when it's going to cause trauma. Following the bits and pieces on here is hard enough. So I can't give an opinion based on today, and whether it's more or less likely to reinforce my guilty viewpoint, when I know practically nothing about it, if you see what I mean? I'd be being led by what people on here are saying, which sounds bloody horrific, but I just cannot go there myself to make my own mind up.
Hope that explains it. Not trying to be awkward or anything, and I'm sorry if I have pissed anyone off, it's just too much on a personal level for me. Sorry