Watching her other centre parcs vlog now. Nice to see Louise in the pool with the kids. Watching them have their little Christmas Day together made me feel really weird though - it seemed so intrusive to watch, especially when she was sort of pushing Pearl to answer about Santa bringing Gifts - it came across as though she wasn’t ‘following the script‘ to me. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with filming Christmas Day for your own personal enjoyment (ive done this in the past and Louise continuously cites memory-keeping as a reason why she films the kids) but to put it out there on YouTube it just hit home for me that omg, I’m watching this random family’s Christmas, these random children, they don’t get a private family Christmas because so many people can see it, it’s mad!
And then that little bit with Darcy filming the bears with her little sister, it’s like she’s turning into a mini Louise. Well, inevitable I guess?
but, ah, I don’t know - maybe Darcy chose to vlog that bit rather than Louise being pushy and making her vlog it - but I just thought, it’s sad that she had to, or
felt she had to, vlog that little bit rather than just enjoying it.
I don’t know why this video in particular got me all het up